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Can you prove, that matter is infinite?
The standard model, the major contenders for the Grand Unified Theory of Everything, nor fringe theories that are taken seriously claim that there is an infinite amount of matter. In fact, there is pretty conclusive evidence that matter is finite. No one ever said that it was infinite, only that numbers are, which are
a priori and are not dependent on the natural universe to ``exist''.
What is the point in his OS?
He write it for fun, or maybe to please God. Who knows what his motivations are.
Can't you do a molecular simulation?
Yes, you could. It has to be horribly simplified to the point that it probably won't accurately reproduce reality though. Suppose you want to simulate the interactions of particles in a 512*512*512 area. That's 134217728 units
3. Huge amount of memory for such a small space. Now lets fancy what it would mean to be realistic: Wolfram|Alpha claims that a human cell is 2.25*10
-15m
3, while a hydrogen atom is 6.545*10
-32m
3, so you can fit 3.438*10
16 hydrogen atoms (the smallest particle you need to simulate for a mostly-realistic model) into a cell.
Then you have to have them all interact in all three dimensions at the same time. You sure as shit aren't going to be doing that in real-time. It would take a supercomputer months to work through a few milliseconds, especially when you figure in how much fucking swap space you need to get the memory to realistically simulate a single cell. Now try doing a few hundred of them.
Can you take me as a student?
No. Not now, not later, not ever. You're a cannibal who eats little girls when you don't get what you want. You've already declared your intent of building biological and chemical weapons for terroristic reasons. Why would anyone want to associate with you? I'm not going to end up in a secret prison being waterboarded because of you.
What should I do to become one?
You're best hope is probably to start with Khan Academy (I've never used it, but I'm fairly certain that much of it is aimed at school-age children), then maybe Coursera (though I never really used it either and it looks kinda dumb). What you need most is to learn some fucking humility though.
Why college refuse to admit persons without school degree?
To keep out the riff-raft like you. They'd probably keep out anti-social looking people like the rest of us if they could, but the laws usually say they can't.
Yet the scientific foundation could be cleansed of its religious parts, that the calculus. I'm sure you can sum an integral without mathematics. Just take sufficiently small quantities.
Maybe you should change your life goal to redefining math. I'm serious, it doesn't require going to college and making connections with professors who recommend you for research positions, and you can do it all from home. The math department is cheap and used to autistic faggots who can't maintain a conversation, because they don't need to bring in grants. You have a much better shot of getting a position through math skills than you do at anything else.
Then what should I do, if I want to work in molecular biology?
Your mother
really fucked you up. Like, really, really bad. It sucks, but those were the cards that you were dealt. I'm sorry. I have no advice for you here and see no way that you could, at thirty, accomplish that. You aren't a teenager, where people are forgiving about stuff like that, and even want to bet on your success because it makes them feel good about themselves. We are all (hopefully) adults here, and we don't get treated that way. You're thirty. No one is going to give you a chance. They hate you. They hate me. We're just pawns to be exploited now. This is adult life. The stuff about ``follow your dreams'' is meant for children, not to actually encourage them to believe it, but to shield them from the realities of the world. You can continue your NEET life with hope but live in an ultimately doomed world, or you can give up and live in reality. Your reality: the time for you to become a molecular biologist and actually have a job has come and gone, if it was even ever there in the first place.