Lel shitposts all over the place while thinking of himself as a valiant troll.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 1:36
>>2
LLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
>EGIN LE SAGE!
>LE FAGGOT
>EGINGOINGWINZIMSIN GRO!!!!! XDDDDD
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Anonymous2013-02-10 1:38
Jesus christ. I just made this thread 4 minutes ago. Within a few minutes I refresh and 2 morons have posted in this thread with horrible posts. I know my post wasn't good to begin with but what the fuck.
Just ignore >>6, his meds are going to kick in soon.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 1:47
>>7
LLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
>EGIN LE SAGE!
>LE FAGGOT
>EGINGOINGWINZIMSIN GRO!!!!! XDDDDD
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Anonymous2013-02-10 1:49
A lot of them boys want a piece of me. ;_;
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Anonymous2013-02-10 1:54
>>5
I've always been bummed about my life from lack of a social life (around 13 years old when I moved to a new town). They made fun of me because I was brown and this was around 9/11.
I think it started to sink in after I graduated college and working at a lab doing generic engineering work with a retarded manager. I would like to program, but I feel like a mental midget. I like programming in C, but it seems like in order to succeed in this programming language I would be forced to really learn libraries that would make me hate programming (windows api or one of the many bad network protocol libraries.)
OP are you a Pakistani or any kind of sand nigger?
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Anonymous2013-02-10 2:03
>>13
Indians did the 2010 iceland volcano smokestack
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Anonymous2013-02-10 2:03
>>11
My father is Egyptian and my mother Iranian, so I'm only half-Aryan.
Now that I think of it, there's one language that I really like: Ruby. But I have noticed that only idiots seem to like it which is why I'm so depressed.
>>10 I've always been bummed about my life from lack of a social life (around 13 years old when I moved to a new town).
That sucks. Are you longing for platonic friendships or for relationships?
They made fun of me because I was brown and this was around 9/11.
That's quite shitty. But you have to remember, most people don't know any better.
I think it started to sink in after I graduated college and working at a lab doing generic engineering work with a retarded manager.
Disgusting (that last part). A retarded manager can significantly lower the quality of your life.
I would like to program, but I feel like a mental midget.
Maybe you just haven't spoken to the right people or read the right books just yet. A good start would be reading SICP.
I like programming in C, but it seems like in order to succeed in this programming language I would be forced to really learn libraries that would make me hate programming (windows api or one of the many bad network protocol libraries.)
There are things other than C out there, you know. Also, windows? Seriously?
There seems for no way to be happy.
I suggest going back into university, maybe taking some computer science or math classes and doing research instead. At least you'll feel you're doing something useful and interesting, and the management is a lot less retarded (unless you're exceptionally unlucky). You will also have a lot more social encounters.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 2:14
>>16
They made fun of you, but any non-brainwashed non-feminized civilization would have just lynched you.
A good half of Iran is of Aryan descent, that's fine but they're still muslims!
My advice is this: when you will decide to kill yourself, don't try to take innocent lives with you! Don't wrap explosives around your belly and walk in a crowd. Go alone!
>>18
Dammit lel, I think you should talk to your doctor about changing your medication.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 2:20
>>19
Is that a reddit joke? Also stop trying to take advantage of that depressive raghead, faggot.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 2:25
Faggots to the left of me, Mudslimes to the right, here I am, stuck in the middle with you.
Seriously if there ever was a reason to kill myself it would be this thread. Thanks a lot assholes. You just lost a friend.
Seriously, that was the best part. Cry some more whining sand nigger.
>>28
LLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
>EGIN LE SAGE!
>LE FAGGOT
>EGINGOINGWINZIMSIN GRO!!!!! XDDDDD
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Anonymous2013-02-10 2:54
I have to respond as well.
I've always been bummed about my life from lack of a social life (around 13 years old when I moved to a new town). They made fun of me because I was brown and this was around 9/11.
I remember the backlash against muslimspeople who appear to be muslim people who appear to be muslim to americunts when I was in school myself, post 9/11. I would have beaten up your ignorant classmates with you had I been there. I apologize on the behalf of my country.
I think it started to sink in after I graduated college and working at a lab doing generic engineering work with a retarded manager.
I agree with >>17. An abusive manager is the worst, regardless of your profession. Get out of there as soon as you can, if you are still there and if it is still a problem. Not every job is like that.
I would like to program, but I feel like a mental midget.
The only people that aren't mental midgets by their own standards have stopped trying to climb, and are no longer regularly confronted with their current lacking in abilities. But they are the most foolish, and the most stunted of all. Don't worry about feeling incapable. It only reaffirms that you are developing new skills.
I like programming in C, but it seems like in order to succeed in this programming language I would be forced to really learn libraries that would make me hate programming (windows api or one of the many bad network protocol libraries.)
While this is true to a degree, and learning how to learn libraries is about as interesting as cleaning vomit off of floors, you can find the motivation to do it once you see what you can make using the library. Also the windows API is a horrendous pile of shit.
There seems for no way to be happy.
I don't think I have advice for this one. >>17 is good. A nice environment is helpful. If you can't do that, then find a like minded community, which is one of the forces that pull me back to /prok/
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Anonymous2013-02-10 2:58
>>30
Too late, traitor. The sandnigger already ended himself.
I have from time to time. It usually lasts quite long, the only cure I found to work in my case is time. It goes away after a long time, then I'm ok for a long time and then again I'm terribly depressed. The important thing is to NOT KILL YOURSELF.
>>45
You can't know that, until you see for yourself.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 15:25
>>44
i regret allmost all my life, and yet people told me it would be worth living.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 15:26
>>46
i can predict with high probability the rest of my life will suck just as bad. that's enough justification for me.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 15:28
>>47
Fuck people, I'll tell you how it is. It's like yin and yang, where yin is all the bad shit in your life and yang all the good stuff. It goes like sinus function, if you regret almost all of your life, then you should be happy, because it's going to be only better now. Ancient Greeks believed there's the same amount of sadness and happiness in life. Fuck being sad, it's just not worth it man.
Just do it and quit whinging then. The planet is overpopulated anyway, if you honestly believe you're going to be useless if you don't off yourself then I thank you for doing so.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 15:30
>>49
you are fucking stupid if you think things "balance themselves out". fuck you superstitious piece of shit, eat shit and die.
>>66
Don't even try to be a different person, you erroneous cunt.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 15:43
If all of you depressed fucks die, who's going to write ENTERPRISE QUALITY CODE?
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Anonymous2013-02-10 15:43
hello?
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Anonymous2013-02-10 15:45
>>69
To late, we have all finally shuffled off this mortal coil. It was you who pushed us over the edge. Prepare to spend the rest of your waking nights haunted in your dreams, and your sleepless days awake (also haunted).
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Anonymous2013-02-10 15:47
>>70
im not even the person, i just came here to get 69
I once proved to myself the rest of my life wasn't worth living. I'm not sure if I was right or not, but it turns out an assumption I made did not hold in general.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 16:02
If you goal in life isn't to save humanity from the jews, then you're doing it wrong.
>>66
I don't know how it's in Linux, but at least in Windows every process exits by calling NtTerminateProcess(GetCurrentProcess()). I think if you patch NtTerminateProcess (or possibly some other API), your process can never exit unless you pull the plug and reboot.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 16:28
>>77
Oh and even if a process termination is initiated by another process, the same procedure still applies in the end. So the only way out is self-termination.
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Anonymous2013-02-10 16:31
>Oh and even if a process termination is initiated by another process, the same procedure still applies in the end. So the only way out is self-termination.
Cold winter winds
blow away autumn leaves now.
Misty world fades away before my blinded eyes - WHY?
Now when I stand at the end of the line,
I cling to life when I should decline.
I always thought I would welcome this day,
but now when it's here - could there be a heaven behind that gate? Love or hate?
Wait! By my side.
Count the seconds till I die.
Hold my hand.
Smile and tell me that you care,
'cause I'm scared now.
Now when I stand at the end of the line,
I cling to life when I should decline.
I always thought I would welcome this day,
but now I can see, it is yet a bird of prey!
God, hear my voice!
I turn to thee - you've got to tell me: what will become of me?
WHY SHALL I DIE? WHY SHALL I DIE?
OH GOD! Hear my voice!
Tell me there are no questions.
Please give me a few more hours of this frail life, IT'S MINE!
As I am leaving, alone and afraid,
I'm thinking of all the mistakes I've made.
I wish of my heart I could change only one!
I want to say ,,sorry'' just one more time before I am GONE!
I'm just wondering: have you guys ever craved cock so badly that you found yourself running around outside, howling at the moon for it? Literally ROARING at the top of your lungs, wanting nothing less than a dick's head churning against your glottal stop?
Also, I'm just wondering: have you guys ever craved cock so badly that you found yourself running around outside, howling at the moon for it? Literally ROARING at the top of your lungs, wanting nothing less than a dick's head churning against your glottal stop?
Tell me I'm not alone.
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Anonymous2013-02-15 21:06
UPDATE:
I got fired from my job.
I have to move in with my parents.
It will be harder for me to see my only friend.
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Anonymous2013-02-16 14:55
OK YOU FUQIN ANGERED AN EXPERT METAL LISPPER
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Anonymous2013-02-16 15:15
keep yourself busy op. that is all. 'free time' is way overrated and only is for thinking about depressive things.
just keep yourself busy. you are what you do. not what anyone thinks of you (even yourself)
>>119
I've tried drowning my depression in code. It didn't help my depression. The only thing that worked for me is a routine of maintaining a healthy lifestyle over numerous months together with counseling.
>>120
this and try to find a job caring for animals, nothing like having an abandoned dog slobber all over just because you came back after 5 minutes.. also after a while at any animal shelter you'll realize how much better off you are that you can actually feel enough to be depressed.
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Anonymous2013-08-14 7:02
>>123 nothing like having an abandoned dog slobber all over just because you came back after 5 minutes..
U MENA HASKAL
>>126
Why don't you say something nice and useful drawing from the immense wisdom, and above all, legitimacy of your religious tradition, for once? It would be sort of topical.