Anyone on /prog/ have depression?

How do you deal with it?

Lel shitposts all over the place while thinking of himself as a valiant troll.

>>2
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>EGIN LE SAGE!
>LE FAGGOT
>EGINGOINGWINZIMSIN GRO!!!!! XDDDDD

Jesus christ. I just made this thread 4 minutes ago. Within a few minutes I refresh and 2 morons have posted in this thread with horrible posts. I know my post wasn't good to begin with but what the fuck.

The worst posts by far in /prog/ are >>3

Seriously if there ever was a reason to kill myself it would be this thread. Thanks a lot assholes. You just lost a friend.

>>4
No, don't do it (unless you're Nikita or lel).  What's causing your depression?  When did it start?

>>5
LLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
>EGIN LE SAGE!
>LE FAGGOT
>EGINGOINGWINZIMSIN GRO!!!!! XDDDDD

Just ignore >>6, his meds are going to kick in soon.

>>7
LLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
>EGIN LE SAGE!
>LE FAGGOT
>EGINGOINGWINZIMSIN GRO!!!!! XDDDDD

A lot of them boys want a piece of me. ;_;

>>5
I've always been bummed about my life from lack of a social life (around 13 years old when I moved to a new town). They made fun of me because I was brown and this was around 9/11.

I think it started to sink in after I graduated college and working at a lab doing generic engineering work with a retarded manager. I would like to program, but I feel like a mental midget. I like programming in C, but it seems like in order to succeed in this programming language I would be forced to really learn libraries that would make me hate programming (windows api or one of the many bad network protocol libraries.)

There seems for no way to be happy.

What do you mean you was brown?

>>11

He's a Indian $5.00/hour [extreme]programming[\extreme] computer scientist. Obviously.

>>12
What the fuck, Indians did 9/11?

OP are you a Pakistani or any kind of sand nigger?

>>13
Indians did the 2010 iceland volcano smokestack

>>11
My father is Egyptian and my mother Iranian, so I'm only half-Aryan.

Now that I think of it, there's one language that I really like: Ruby. But I have noticed that only idiots seem to like it which is why I'm so depressed.

>>10
I've always been bummed about my life from lack of a social life (around 13 years old when I moved to a new town).
That sucks.  Are you longing for platonic friendships or for relationships?

They made fun of me because I was brown and this was around 9/11.
That's quite shitty.  But you have to remember, most people don't know any better.

I think it started to sink in after I graduated college and working at a lab doing generic engineering work with a retarded manager.
Disgusting (that last part).  A retarded manager can significantly lower the quality of your life.

I would like to program, but I feel like a mental midget.
Maybe you just haven't spoken to the right people or read the right books just yet.  A good start would be reading SICP.

I like programming in C, but it seems like in order to succeed in this programming language I would be forced to really learn libraries that would make me hate programming (windows api or one of the many bad network protocol libraries.)
There are things other than C out there, you know.  Also, windows?  Seriously?

There seems for no way to be happy.
I suggest going back into university, maybe taking some computer science or math classes and doing research instead.  At least you'll feel you're doing something useful and interesting, and the management is a lot less retarded (unless you're exceptionally unlucky).  You will also have a lot more social encounters.

>>16
They made fun of you, but any non-brainwashed non-feminized civilization would have just lynched you.
A good half of Iran is of Aryan descent, that's fine but they're still muslims!

My advice is this: when you will decide to kill yourself, don't try to take innocent lives with you! Don't wrap explosives around your belly and walk in a crowd. Go alone!

>>18
your so edgy, you can prepare vegetables by yourself.

>>18
Dammit lel, I think you should talk to your doctor about changing your medication.

>>19
Is that a reddit joke? Also stop trying to take advantage of that depressive raghead, faggot.

Faggots to the left of me, Mudslimes to the right, here I am, stuck in the middle with you.

Seriously if there ever was a reason to kill myself it would be this thread. Thanks a lot assholes. You just lost a friend.
Seriously, that was the best part. Cry some more whining sand nigger.

As you can see, >>18,21 is part of the people who really don't know any better.

>>22
Shalom Hymie!

>>24
I've got 99 problems but being a Shalom ain't one.

I was really depressed and I killed myself, that really helped!

a friend
muhahaha
thx OP I came buckets.

Polecat Keadvabs

>>28
LLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
>EGIN LE SAGE!
>LE FAGGOT
>EGINGOINGWINZIMSIN GRO!!!!! XDDDDD

I have to respond as well.

I've always been bummed about my life from lack of a social life (around 13 years old when I moved to a new town). They made fun of me because I was brown and this was around 9/11.

I remember the backlash against muslims people who appear to be muslim people who appear to be muslim to americunts when I was in school myself, post 9/11. I would have beaten up your ignorant classmates with you had I been there. I apologize on the behalf of my country.

I think it started to sink in after I graduated college and working at a lab doing generic engineering work with a retarded manager.

I agree with >>17. An abusive manager is the worst, regardless of your profession. Get out of there as soon as you can, if you are still there and if it is still a problem. Not every job is like that.

I would like to program, but I feel like a mental midget.

The only people that aren't mental midgets by their own standards have stopped trying to climb, and are no longer regularly confronted with their current lacking in abilities. But they are the most foolish, and the most stunted of all. Don't worry about feeling incapable. It only reaffirms that you are developing new skills.

I like programming in C, but it seems like in order to succeed in this programming language I would be forced to really learn libraries that would make me hate programming (windows api or one of the many bad network protocol libraries.)

While this is true to a degree, and learning how to learn libraries is about as interesting as cleaning vomit off of floors, you can find the motivation to do it once you see what you can make using the library. Also the windows API is a horrendous pile of shit.

There seems for no way to be happy.

I don't think I have advice for this one. >>17 is good. A nice environment is helpful. If you can't do that, then find a like minded community, which is one of the forces that pull me back to /prok/

>>30
Too late, traitor. The sandnigger already ended himself.

>>31
You should stay on good terms with us. You'll need our help when you become a refugee.

>>32
Who is ``us''?
I think you've got the wrong picture, mate.

mate
lel

>>34
Wow, that was really mean! Thanks for ruining all my efforts to be that nice, friendly guy.

I dream of the day when I can finally muster the courage to kill myself. It's the only thing that gets me through the day.

>>5
Kike detected.

>>36
Same here.
Let's do it together, Anon-kun!

I have from time to time. It usually lasts quite long, the only cure I found to work in my case is time. It goes away after a long time, then I'm ok for a long time and then again I'm terribly depressed. The important thing is to NOT KILL YOURSELF.

>>39
why not?