Morality of a teacher

I have a question to programmers, because you seem to be the people with the most free morality. I am a kindergarten teacher, 25 years old and am just a regular guy. I am not into programming, but I am poisoned by it products.

Enough introduction. There I go. I was was on a site and made a funny comment on there:

I am a sad kindergarten teacher, who likes to masturbate in the toilet on hentai pictures depicting young girls in depraved sexual positions. It is so pathetic, it is actually cool. I am in love with myself.

It sounded funny that time, but now I realise it is true. It horrifies me a bit. Not at that moment, but I thought: hey, let's try this and it felt good somehow. Perverted but good.

Now I have two questions:

Is this comment traceable? Actually this is the least of my worries.


Is there an point of return on this road? Or am I doomed to go further down the line?

You're the master of your own body.
The line stops wherever you decide to stop
Perhaps you'll progress into more deviant things such as dickgirls and monstergirls; possibly with haptic stimulation. I doubt you'll go into those illegal real life pictures.

I've fapped to lolis for years and I've never had the urge to look at actual CP, and thinking about the horrors of that industry disgusts me to this day.

Besides who wants to look at those unclean girls when you can look at those clean lolis drawn with bold, crisp lines. Perfection can be attained in a drawing, whatever that means to you.

its traceable? maybe, depends on who owns the forums. most of them records IP addresses. now if you posted in a hentai forum then don't worry, you are just one weird fuck in an ocean of weird fucks.

also, check my binary trips.

Do you fantasize about actual kids?

>>1
Erin S., Is that you?

If or not, depends where you made the comment, and the administration of that site/BBS.

Depends on your habits, you can always shape them, which is why humans are awesome. Just never cross the lines with students, 2D hentai is fine. Also, the correct place to as is:
http://dis.4chan.org/lounge/
https://boards.4chan.org/adv/

>>2

No, I am horrified by the thought. It angers me. The real dilemma is that I walked over a fine line, defying my morality for a moment and now it strikes back.

Ironically if I deepen my deviance, it will resolve. I had a couple of paraphernalia before (feet, light bdsm, heavy bdsm, sadism, masochism, girls with cat ears etc). They all started to bore.

Is this happiness? The endless search for a new kick? Life is a bleak place to be.

>>5

I know, but programmers are more exposed to these phenomena. So I was interested how you guys solved this for yourself.

feet
Try some centimetres instead.

>>6
Morality My ASS. You have think objectively here, and everywhere. You are fingering to picture of artist to relieve stress from your brain trying to balance your hormones. You should have know by know at the tender age of 25 what causes your stress, and how you are accumulating them. For all I know, you are relieving your daily teach stress with a finger sessions in the middle as a reward. Of course it is going to be feel good. You just made your brain and organs calm the heck down after reaching orgasm.

JUST DO NOT CROSS THE LINE WITH STUDENTS. Familiars if anything at all. Also, consider how you cover up and clean up after yourself. You do not want to explain to 5yr amy-chan what you were doing on the toilet.

ABOVE ALL GO TO:
http://dis.4chan.org/lounge/
https://boards.4chan.org/adv/

I enjoy these threads, just NOT HERE. DAMIT

GO FURTHER DOWN MY ANUS

>>1
Every parent and valuable member of our society will agree that whatever the fuck you do with yourself on your own private toilet bowl doesn't concern anyone else as long as it does not interfere with your job as a proper guardian and kindergarten teacher.

Is this comment traceable? Actually this is the least of my worries.
Probably, but in the infinitely unlikely event that someone actually gives a shit, you can always claim it was just a joke.

Is there an point of return on this road? Or am I doomed to go further down the line?
I don't know. I, a somewhat sexually submissive person, always wondered, what exactly do you find arousing about ``girls in depraved positions''?

>>2

dickgirls , monstergirls

No, I am corrupted even further.

Is there also some combination of this.

just remember morality is bullshit. there is no good and evil, do what you will. never worry about "perversion", "illegality", "inmorality", "agaisnt god", etc, those things dont matter.

...as long as you're not hurting or forcing anyone.

>>14
There is no good or evil, except..... is a lie.

I feel your pain, >>1. I used to want to be a teacher too, then I realized that I had bad motives.... I won't lecture you about how terrible you are or that you need help, because I know how pretentious those sound. You are not a feral beast; you can control yourself. I will comment that it can be really hard to try to repress it completely, and perhaps dangerous -- so don't try that! You know if you are unstable and can adjust your proximity to the little ones accordingly.

Anyway, back to being traced. Was this on 4chan? If it was, don't worry about it. Its unlikely that anyone from the imageboards even believed you. On a forum, you'll get lots more attention from the normals. If you posted it somewhere swarming with LEO like girlchat, then you might be fucked (which you would deserve, girlchat is for evil, delusional people).

If you need to draw the heat off yourself in a forum, try a forum slide. And by that, I mean spam the shit out of it, go on a trolling spree, start a bunch of drama, or anything else that will cause a large burst of activity and bury your post for a long time. If you can fuck shit up enough to get everyone's attention off of yourself, then they likely won't remember.

And then you need to consider the info you made public. Surely you weren't dumb enough to reuse a username to post about things like that, right? If you were, then you might try praying that no one googles your username and find it. Otherwise, if its a place that deletes all your posts when banned, then go ahead and get banned. Spamming is a good way to trigger this ban (if the mods care, which they don't on world4ch).

lol suicide is the only way

>>16
please define "evil". why is it "wrong" what he does?

>>18
I never said he was evil or wrong. The only thing I said was evil was the denizens of girlchat, which is because they are hypocritical, self righteous, child molesters.

I actually think that >>1 is probably a good persons and I very much doubt that is is going to hurt anyone (except maybe himself).

>>1
If you ever get busted for anything that post will be used against you.

>>19
they cant be evil because evil doesnt exist.

>>21
Evil exists as a social construct.

In everything but JSON,
Evil exists as a feature!

Loli is okay and CP is fucking disgusting.

>>12
Join /d/:
https://boards.4chan.org/d/

>>15
what? Let's go to /pol/ to discuss, and teach you evil/good is about perception of desires/passions

>>16
Bad advise, but I kicked her to https://boards.4chan.org/adv/
It was a nice thread that morning.

>>16
So the resident pedophile is also one of the spammers.

>>25
go back to your imageboards, imbecilic imageboard shitstain

There is nothing illegal about fapping to 2D loli. But yes, your comment is traceable. The FBI doesn't even have to get a subpoena; they can just politely get your dox from the webmaster (or their web hosting service) and ISP. This has happened numerous times. The slightest suspicion about being a pedophile is enough to get G-men on your ass.

>>28
Moot's an asshole and he'd do anything to cooperate with the FBI if it can get a pedophile anti-Semite off the streets.

4channers should not be teachers.

>>30
But we're not 4channers.

fuck your morality, i do what i want.

>>31
But >>1-tard is.

>>29
I know I would.

>>25
I know what you are trying to do, but I maintain that my advice was sound.

>>26
No, that's not me.

>>29
I dunno, nothing's ever happened to me and I've been shitting up the place with lolilust for seven years. Besides that, I don't think the FBI has jurisdiction unless you actually post CP.

>>1,35
Die in a fucking fire.

>>36
RUDE!

>>35
Yeah, the feds have better things to do than browse shitty troll-infested forums. State police however....

It is so pathetic, it is actually cool. I am in love with myself.
I don't get it.

>>26
Guess his ethnicity.

>>22

But that has only meaning in a certain group, place and time. So Evil doesn't exist. Only the word exist.

>>39

Some random psycho babble.

>>1

You know OP, what is at the end of the road?

You will bleed to dead in a my little pony suit, because you got stabbed by an under aged hooker. That is not the worst thing. The worst thing is, that you wanted it to happen. You will beg for it in 10 years. If I read your post, I see you bear the seeds of self destruction in you.

But don't step back, just keep on walking into the darkness. The man who destroys himself is far more stout than the man who cowardly hide his true nature. And the road to nothingness is beautiful.

>>42
What the fuck does loli have to do with My Little Shit?

loli watches my little pony

>>44
I think OP refers to the drawn Japanese kind.

>>45

Possibly, but he works with the other kind.

>>1-1020
>>9
but I kicked her to https://boards.4chan.org/adv/
It was a nice thread that morning.

>>1

Fuck you OP, programmers are not to blame for your fallibility.

>>47
I don't think that post was honest.

>>46

it is his private thing leave it.

We'll see what the police have to say about this.

>>50
i read: it is his privilege thing leave it.

CHECK YOUR PRIVILEGE, PEDOPHILE MEN.