Morality of a teacher

I have a question to programmers, because you seem to be the people with the most free morality. I am a kindergarten teacher, 25 years old and am just a regular guy. I am not into programming, but I am poisoned by it products.

Enough introduction. There I go. I was was on a site and made a funny comment on there:

I am a sad kindergarten teacher, who likes to masturbate in the toilet on hentai pictures depicting young girls in depraved sexual positions. It is so pathetic, it is actually cool. I am in love with myself.

It sounded funny that time, but now I realise it is true. It horrifies me a bit. Not at that moment, but I thought: hey, let's try this and it felt good somehow. Perverted but good.

Now I have two questions:

Is this comment traceable? Actually this is the least of my worries.


Is there an point of return on this road? Or am I doomed to go further down the line?

You're the master of your own body.
The line stops wherever you decide to stop
Perhaps you'll progress into more deviant things such as dickgirls and monstergirls; possibly with haptic stimulation. I doubt you'll go into those illegal real life pictures.

I've fapped to lolis for years and I've never had the urge to look at actual CP, and thinking about the horrors of that industry disgusts me to this day.

Besides who wants to look at those unclean girls when you can look at those clean lolis drawn with bold, crisp lines. Perfection can be attained in a drawing, whatever that means to you.