Morality of a teacher

I have a question to programmers, because you seem to be the people with the most free morality. I am a kindergarten teacher, 25 years old and am just a regular guy. I am not into programming, but I am poisoned by it products.

Enough introduction. There I go. I was was on a site and made a funny comment on there:

I am a sad kindergarten teacher, who likes to masturbate in the toilet on hentai pictures depicting young girls in depraved sexual positions. It is so pathetic, it is actually cool. I am in love with myself.

It sounded funny that time, but now I realise it is true. It horrifies me a bit. Not at that moment, but I thought: hey, let's try this and it felt good somehow. Perverted but good.

Now I have two questions:

Is this comment traceable? Actually this is the least of my worries.


Is there an point of return on this road? Or am I doomed to go further down the line?

I feel your pain, >>1. I used to want to be a teacher too, then I realized that I had bad motives.... I won't lecture you about how terrible you are or that you need help, because I know how pretentious those sound. You are not a feral beast; you can control yourself. I will comment that it can be really hard to try to repress it completely, and perhaps dangerous -- so don't try that! You know if you are unstable and can adjust your proximity to the little ones accordingly.

Anyway, back to being traced. Was this on 4chan? If it was, don't worry about it. Its unlikely that anyone from the imageboards even believed you. On a forum, you'll get lots more attention from the normals. If you posted it somewhere swarming with LEO like girlchat, then you might be fucked (which you would deserve, girlchat is for evil, delusional people).

If you need to draw the heat off yourself in a forum, try a forum slide. And by that, I mean spam the shit out of it, go on a trolling spree, start a bunch of drama, or anything else that will cause a large burst of activity and bury your post for a long time. If you can fuck shit up enough to get everyone's attention off of yourself, then they likely won't remember.

And then you need to consider the info you made public. Surely you weren't dumb enough to reuse a username to post about things like that, right? If you were, then you might try praying that no one googles your username and find it. Otherwise, if its a place that deletes all your posts when banned, then go ahead and get banned. Spamming is a good way to trigger this ban (if the mods care, which they don't on world4ch).