>like programming
>wish I didn't live with parents
>wish I had job to get by with while I study programming on the side
>hate university
>currently stuck in university lecture, posting from there, these fucking lectures ruin my sleep and I don't remember anything from them; they are utterly worthless and actually damaging to me because I have severe insomnia but the main problem is falling asleep not staying asleep, when I'm forced awake though my eyes burn and I'm tired as fuck and still can't sleep again for quite some time
>virgin, no girlfriend, only know shit toy languages so far, unable to pursue programming dreams, unemployed
>>2
I don't intend to add AIDS to my current set of life problems.
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Anonymous2012-03-23 14:51
That reminds me, I'm on an acer laptop running Windows 7 while their is a fully functional mac right behind it that I will not touch. It makes me shudder to think about using it.
>like programming
Theres your problem. >>3
Also having AIDS would improve it, try asking a coke addict hooker to share needles for 10$, thats something you can afford.
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Anonymous2012-03-23 14:52
Stop writing like that for starters. You have the mental age of a nerdy 16 year old.
>>6
This isn't how I usually write, I just felt writing like a faggot would be nice for a change.
If you want I can recreate the thread in a different style of writing; my default style garners accusations of pretentiousness or "trying to sound smart" (the usual response of retarded fuckheads like on /420/chan).
>>8 I just felt writing like a faggot would be nice for a change.
No wonder you waste your life.
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Anonymous2012-03-23 15:28
I shall try again here and see how you guys like this:
Although I would rather be working, since getting laid off 2 winters ago I have been living with my parents, and to justify my existence they have been forcing me to go to university and attend lectures.
While I am not entirely set against academia and do spend most of my time reading, programming, and engaging in online discussions-- I consider these lectures to not be worth my time. I learn nothing from them and they disrupt my sleep as all of them occur early in the morning (early being very liberally applied here, as I usually don't wake up until around 11:00 to 1:30). Still I am forced to attend them all so that my parents feel like my scholarship and their money is being wasted less so, whilst in reality is only reinforcing a state of misery and non-learning in me.
The economy is terrible and finding a new job so far has been a futile effort, much to my despair. I have not even so much as spoken an attractive white woman within a year and have never been hugged, kissed, or otherwise engaged in any form of intimacy however basic. The way things are going for me now I feel like my life is being wasted away and I am digging myself into a deeper & deeper hole here, whatever potential I have to produce something of value for society being suppressed.
I would rather not attend university at all, at least not for now, until I have learned everything I can on my own. University appears to be a scam and a massive waste of money; when I can't get it to work for me why continue to feed the system? I don't know I shall justify to my parents dropping out when I don't even have a job.
This leaves me bitter, lonely, and upset... so I ask of you /prog/, how should I turn my life around?
You know what never mind /prog/ this shit can't be helped and I'm too cowardly to commit suicide. I shall be a future bum and shit is going to suck horribly until I man up and go on a killing spree then end my life, but that won't actually happen, I'm just going to die broke, alone, malnourished, and depressed. Fuck everything and fuck my parents especially for conceiving me.
>>1 Help Me Stop Wasting My Life
Start fighting the Jews. Draw a Swastika onto their doors, then make their offsprings disappear forever, burn their property. That will escalate the conflict into civil war.
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Anonymous2012-03-23 17:47
>>18
And remember: the more evil you do onto the Jews, the more they reflect it back onto goyim, distabilizing situation in effect.
>>10 whatever potential I have to produce something of value for society being suppressed.
If society doesnt give a shit about you, why should you give a shit about society.
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Anonymous2012-03-23 17:56
>>10 whatever potential I have to produce something of value for society being suppressed.
You can restore your Pagan traditions by rejecting Jewish God - that will make your society unique and independent again.
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Anonymous2012-03-23 18:35
I already do what I can to resist ZOG. Only 400 jews left here ... 400 too many!
I really need to secure a base of operations to keep my commitment to the 14 words and that means moving out though. Here I am deep behind enemy territory and not able to do as much as I would being in a rather helpless position.
For now I can resist by trying to secure my food supply and seeing how things go with that dust bowel that's going to form in Texas and spread all over continental America. Today I have got >50 pots ready for planting and I have also dug over a lot of ground too.
Anything to resist the jew!
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Anonymous2012-03-23 18:49
>>22 I already do what I can to resist ZOG.
The only way to resist ZOG is to strengthen your people and propagate ideas of unity against the Jews and other odds.
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Anonymous2012-03-23 19:00
>>23
There's not much I can do here though. My dad is a huge shabbos goy and my mom isn't much better. I have to hide my feelings about race as long as I am around them and any hint at intolerance is met with anti-white hostility. Also the demographics are changing rapidly in this region and we're all being replaced by massive hoards of Mongoloids; I'm one of the few whites I've seen at the lectures I've attended and what was once almost all whites of German descent with a minority of other types of whites is all be swamped in dievershitty.
I feel it is best I withdraw from this place, maybe I could go out and chalk things on the ground but that can really get me fucked over. Once I saw the WPWW cross sprayed on a silo but beyond that I don't have much hope and they drove out a group of Nazis awhile ago who then fled to the NWF coast. They teach about in the classes in highschools and most don't see anything wrong with it even though it's a huge violation of their freedom of speech and besides hanging up a flag with the swastika at their home, they didn't actually create any problems for anyone.
It sickens me how many white race traitors they are; truly the worst enemy is found within. What kind of sick degenerate intentionally sabotages people who advocate on your behalf? "Oh, please give away all the power, blend us out of existence, I want to see my people die ouuut, remember the 6 trillion of an ethnic group that isn't my own, we are such horrible monsters!" Wtf goes on in their minds exactly... maybe I don't want to know.
This place is lost anyways, and I think I should get out soon. Maybe one day I will return with a band of fellow proud white warriors and we will raid the ruins of this city killing race traitors and savage non-whites who fight each other already when the system (ZOG) they depend on suddenly can't support so many goys anymore.
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Anonymous2012-03-23 19:12
How far is it ok to stray outside of your European ethnic group for a mate btw? What is one to do when constant migration of your ancestors all over Europe has made their ethnic makeup uncertain? I think all of my ancestors are Germanic people who simply migrated outwards from Germany and continued to intermarry with other Germanics even in areas where other ethnic groups predominate, but I'm not so sure... I don't want to ruin my purity too much :(