Help Me Stop Wasting My Life

>like programming
>wish I didn't live with parents
>wish I had job to get by with while I study programming on the side
>hate university
>currently stuck in university lecture, posting from there, these fucking lectures ruin my sleep and I don't remember anything from them; they are utterly worthless and actually damaging to me because I have severe insomnia but the main problem is falling asleep not staying asleep, when I'm forced awake though my eyes burn and I'm tired as fuck and still can't sleep again for quite some time
>virgin, no girlfriend, only know shit toy languages so far, unable to pursue programming dreams, unemployed

wat do.

I shall try again here and see how you guys like this:

Although I would rather be working, since getting laid off 2 winters ago I have been living with my parents, and to justify my existence they have been forcing me to go to university and attend lectures.

While I am not entirely set against academia and do spend most of my time reading, programming, and engaging in online discussions-- I consider these lectures to not be worth my time. I learn nothing from them and they disrupt my sleep as all of them occur early in the morning (early being very liberally applied here, as I usually don't wake up until around 11:00 to 1:30). Still I am forced to attend them all so that my parents feel like my scholarship and their money is being wasted less so, whilst in reality is only reinforcing a state of misery and non-learning in me.

The economy is terrible and finding a new job so far has been a futile effort, much to my despair. I have not even so much as spoken an attractive white woman within a year and have never been hugged, kissed, or otherwise engaged in any form of intimacy however basic. The way things are going for me now I feel like my life is being wasted away and I am digging myself into a deeper & deeper hole here, whatever potential I have to produce something of value for society being suppressed.

I would rather not attend university at all, at least not for now, until I have learned everything I can on my own. University appears to be a scam and a massive waste of money; when I can't get it to work for me why continue to feed the system? I don't know I shall justify to my parents dropping out when I don't even have a job.

This leaves me bitter, lonely, and upset... so I ask of you /prog/, how should I turn my life around?