suiside question.

basicly im board with life.
i have no employable skill that would make a job fun to do, suck as drawing or something.
i am smart enough to know that my lot on life sucks, but im not smart enough to realy be able to change it from it sucks to it dosent, just from it sucks, but not it sucks in different ways.
in all honesty i can see the future of technology, and if i live life till im 80 ish, technology will get intresting agein, but untill than there realy isnt anything
and i also see the past as intresting, but nothing that i find intersting back than is still around today.

realy the only reason i am still alive is because there are no easy shure fire ways to kill myself at my disposal. and life dosent suck enough for me to kill myself in a painfull way.

so anyone know how to chear me up?

and for the record, i want to die because of bordom, not because im lonely. i chose to not have a girlfriend because when i finaly do hit the point of not careing about pain, i dotn want to feal guilty or to hold my self back and live an more or less empty life just for them.

So, what you're asking for is something interesting to do?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3dhjuScias
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_I-LCM-VYg

You sound depressed so get some help to fix it.

btw, 4chan is not help.

Buy shit, it makes you happy!

Oh and if you are going to kill yourself don’t be pathetic about it like hanging yourself or a bullet to the brain. Instead take out as many people as you can (preferably newfags, emos, scenefags) before the cops gun you down.

its not realy depressed either, >>4

and i cant buy shit, i have a relitivly fixed amount of money.

what im wondering is if there is a way someone who can honestly say that dieing isnt the only option, well, there are other options like win the lottery, or something along those lines, but im talking about something that isnt so, 1 in 1000000000

and pills, if i am genuinly depressed, which i doubt, i wouldent take pills for it on the principal that if  pill can make me what to live, it would have to change my whole outlook on life and make me happy with liveing a shitty life to suport myself till i die of natural causes, and at that point i would no longer be me.

>>7
I too have gone through depressive periods. Let me tell you, money will most probably not fix this. I would also advise against taking any medication (unless you are really batshit insane) as just like you said, they turn you into someone else.
The thing that makes life living is other people.
I don't mean a significant other - your happiness depending on somebody else being in love with you and you loving them is not a good solution, as human relationships are fickle. If that was taken away from you, you would be even more depressed than before. Again, I speak from experience.
But a few good acquaintances can make all the difference.
There must be something you enjoy doing, other than the computer. Find a local group that does these things, you will find like-minded individuals. Me being a bit of a computer nerd, I sometimes go down to the local linux user group. If that doesn't appeal to you, I don't know, there may be a lan group near you that plays video games? These things aren't expensive, (the linux group is free for example). Maybe these are bad examples. Another free group near me is a writing class.
There will be something. There's probably some stuff on the web about it.
It's human contact that will make the difference. If you are a little too socially awkward to just talk to people on the street (and coming from England, where we are all very reserved, this is definitely the case. You may talk to someone, but to expect to continue seeing them after is classed as strange if it's just on the street) then find some situation where you are thrown together through a shared interest. Who knows, a local Amateur dramatics group? They always need help, even if it isn't in the acting capacity, and actors are very interesting people, I've had some good times with them.
Maybe learn a musical instrument? Harmonicas are cheap to buy, very easy to learn, and you can play the blues on them :)
All these suggestions are probably wide of the mark for what interests you, but you get the idea.
They say hell is other people. They're wrong.

(Footnote, I don't suggest this but if you go to raves and drink a lot/ have a small amount of what is going round, you'll make friends in no time. That is probably very bad advice though, drugs are best when you are in a good frame of mind)
Anyway, hang in there. it can only get better.

>>9 is right. Having friends makes life worth living. Do that.

I can't think of one instant were suicide is a good idea! If you even have it on your mind you need to seek help!

Every day, feeling so ordinary. Every day, I get on with it.
Stuck in a loop, feeling so ordinary. Every day I get out of it.

I'm my enemy, I'm not gonna be. All this stuff's so ordinary.
Time just passed you by. And my memory, it keeps telling me all this stuff's just ordinary. I wake in the morning, and hope that something's gonna change. And late in the evening, I'm re-assured it's all the same.

I'm my enemy, I'm not gonna be. All this stuff's just ordinary. And my memory, it keeps telling me all this stuff's just ordinary.

My enemy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6J7TUHDzC8