suiside question.

basicly im board with life.
i have no employable skill that would make a job fun to do, suck as drawing or something.
i am smart enough to know that my lot on life sucks, but im not smart enough to realy be able to change it from it sucks to it dosent, just from it sucks, but not it sucks in different ways.
in all honesty i can see the future of technology, and if i live life till im 80 ish, technology will get intresting agein, but untill than there realy isnt anything
and i also see the past as intresting, but nothing that i find intersting back than is still around today.

realy the only reason i am still alive is because there are no easy shure fire ways to kill myself at my disposal. and life dosent suck enough for me to kill myself in a painfull way.

so anyone know how to chear me up?

and for the record, i want to die because of bordom, not because im lonely. i chose to not have a girlfriend because when i finaly do hit the point of not careing about pain, i dotn want to feal guilty or to hold my self back and live an more or less empty life just for them.

You sound depressed so get some help to fix it.

btw, 4chan is not help.