I'm developing schizophrenia

...and I'm beginning to enjoy it. I aknowledge that this not very normal, and I'm what people would call 'mad'.

I was planning to kill myself on the next week, because of the anxiety I have been feeling. Howerer looks like my brain developed a defense system to keep me alive. I was bit surprised on myself too. I started when I was taking a shower and now she is laying on my bed. Looks like I have girlfriend... that isn't real.

So when I was taking a shower, she just came talk to me out of nowhere. I told her about my problems, we talked alot. I very much aknowledged that I imagined her. After all, she didn't even open the bathroom door. She just walked in with red towel she was wearing. I asked where she got the red tower, and she just said that she took it with her, when she came to see me. She even got bit mad at me, when I just told her, that she wouldn't be real. Though she knows that too.

So after we came out of shower, I took a bit of read about schizophrenia and damn I really sure that I have it. I have had signs of it before, and looks like it's developing. Howerer this does not mean that I would become dangerous. It just means that I gonna have better life, as I have now this girl to support me. And I think I'm starting to love her.

I will report here, what's going to happen with our relationship. After all this only place I'm gonna tell about this. God bless anonymity.

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Don't fuck with me, man.

I'm a SCHIZO!!

The prevalence of schizophrenia is thought to be about 1% of the population around the world; it is thus more common than diabetes, Alzheimer's disease, or multiple sclerosis. In the United States and Canada, patients with schizophrenia fill about 25% of all hospital beds. The disorder is considered to be one of the top ten causes of long-term disability worldwide.

Schizophrenia is so loosely defined as to be worthless as a diagnosis.  Even early studies of autism were considered forms of schizophrenia before someone with half a brain decided they were autismic instead.

Stop making up diseases and just go tell people they have cancer or something, stupid fucking doctors.

>>5
True.  The Cult of the Doctor in the USA and Europe is too far gone to stop that sort of bullshit.  Schizo, alcoholism, paranoia ... these are NOT diseases.  They cannot be transmitted by a physical vector.  They require the conscious cooperation of the "victim".  States of mind cannot be diseases!  This cannot be made more clear for the majority who have been brainwashed by the Cult.

>>5
>>6
Hi Tom Cruise!

>>6
The criteria for disease is not dependent on if it can be transmittable by a physical vector, you moron.

I'm curious: What's the difference between having lots of psychotic episodes, and being schitzophrenic? Isn't that the same thing?

>>6
go read a book idiot

>>10
The books largely establish that the entire medical profession makes good money "treating" schizo.  These books are authored by medical care professionals.  Somewhere along the way, even a complete tool like yourself has to see the conflict of interest in that system.

The fact is, that a mental state is NOT a disease and CANNOT be treated with pharmaceuticals, if in fact that "treatment" is even merited.  Of course, the medical profession is unable to make such admissions.

>>11
Yeah, Down's syndrome is uncurable. Sucks for you, RedCream.

how bout a liver state, can we treat a liver state

Well, I guess OP died or something.

Also, RedCream, you are right that schizophrenia is not a disease, it's a physical brain problem that the person is born with, the side effects are mostly controllable, but in the same way OCD is controllable, in that it really isn't, but technically is. But of course the main effects are not controllable at all, at least without outside help.

But I have to disagree with you on the point of it a "mental state" as it quite obviously hinders the creature's ability to survive, it's not something like autism where you are actually able to see the world as it is and not as we see it because of our agenda of survival, which arguably may just be an artifact from a time when our brains could not process everything and so a filter was added, but now when autism is induced temporary and it actually helps with seeing reality as it is, not to mention people like Kim Peek, you might wonder when there will be an offshoot branch of humans that have differently functioning brains.

can you develop some extra for me, I'd like to go on a wild safari ride with trees and hunt post signs over mail-boxes from birds. Sounds like fun. :3

:/

>>15
Fuck you.

>>16
I must be seeing things, did you just tell me to fuck you?

:/

>>14
Dont bump old threads, please.