Meaningless rant

i don't expect a reply but i think anything to stop that last step off a cliff right now and keep my fingers moving. I'm a pretty broken puppet that women throw to the floor again and again... there is no escape from my pain... no solace to the fire... i look in the mirror and want to scar the pretty face that looks back at me through that mask of perfect submission that causes such pain... i once believed in love and happy endings and now all i can do is look at my blood and cry. Happiness is a delusion I can't afford... it lies and give me hope for a future that doesn't exist. I just can't accept the emptiness that lives where my heart once stood

Now you listen here you dumb fuck. Pick yourself up and get out there, don't be a fucking wuss. Sure, people dont like you, sure you get used, sure you get rejected. But you know what you say, fuck them. So put down the fucking razor blade, get the fuck oujt of your bathroom an do something you emo cunt.

its not that fucking easy, allright?

listen, i know it isnt easy. I had people make fun of me half my life and scared of me the other half. Now, go out, buy a balaclava like i did and make people live in fear of you. I have tried respect. I have tried love. I have tasted rejection. But nothing feels better then have someone cower when you approach them.

lol u wear a balaclava everywhere u go? what a retard. nobodies scared of u faggot, they're just laughing cos you look stupid.

>>4
Well I am getting sick and fed up with the other members here that showing so much immature and child like behaviour here.  I am wondering why the admins here are allowing such behaviour?  I am getting sick and fed up with people here harrassing other members and myself, using others identities without permission, saying things that another persons never said, calling people names (IE Namefag), and slandering other member.  I have helped alot of members here by way of sending mass file sends of what they need, answering the request people make, and posting stuff out of the blue for you to enjoy and is being harrassed and being made fun of anyway to treat someone that helps the members of this place?  No its not.  Respect is earned when its given and I don't respect anyone that does not respect me.  I have even helped the other members here by finding web searches from Google, yes I am getting to like it and the Freeones site.
I am not into Child Porn and anything in that field period, child porn to me is wrong and sick. 
I want to thank the other members that actually lent me an hand by helping with those request I made in the past.  I am being ridiculed by me making the same requests over and over again and I see other here do the samething and they never gotten the same treatment as I have.  Why is that?  I make the same request because I don't know if you posted anything while I was asleep when I make the requests before I go to bed and if I was not on this site when someone if they do help me. 
I know some of you are going to say GTFO (Get The Fuck Out) and I know I have the choice to be here or not.  Why am I still here is something that your going to ask me is this I like the pictures and animated .gif's and this is the only place where I can get hard to find stuff.
Why can we all just get along no matter what the situation is and if you like any other members or not and start not harrassing the other people here?  Even on the internet people have the right not to be harrassed.

First of n00b fag, i dont wear a ski mask everywhere. Second, trust me, it is not the ski mask that scares them.

GTFO emofag?

>>7
then why wear it, honey?

First off faggit, never call me honey again. Second, i wear it for a number of reasons.
1) When i go hunting i need something to keep my face warm . Unlike you i cant have my faggy boyfriend sit on my face as i am clean cut heterosexual.
2) When bashing emofags one requires a means of hiding his identity.
3) I wear it in order to make me easily recognizable to people on the net and what not.

I hope i have answered your question. Now let your boyfriend get back to sucking you off

>>10
gay

>>11

FAGGIT

>>7
>>8
Well I am not an "boyfriend." You have no right to call me that if I made mistakes.  This site should have some rules about harrassments, threats, and name calling.  I am still in the need of more help in that regards

>>10
lol. what a bitch. if i saw you on the street wearing a balaclava i take it off your face and give you a slap.
listen you dumb bitch, (I'm assuming you're a woman), nobodies gonna treat you well if you were a retarded ski mask.

*wear

>>14

Assuming i am a woman? Jeez man, you are as stupid as a Catholic on ice. Fuck. AHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. If you saw me on the street with my balaclava on and took it off and slapped me. I would do one of two things.
1) Ring the police as you had no grounds to attack me.
2) Bash the living fuck out of you (using reasonable force) in order to show you what not to do when your near me.

>>16
Yeah? Maybe I shuld be doin your fuckin face in, ok, capiche? I am here and dont fuckin do that fuckass dissing me bullshit its fuckin rude, uncalled for and all that and im disgusted with thelack of morals and discipline on this site. I remember back in the good old days when you knew everyone and you could take a troll in the forums without having to worry about who is going to flame you and people that are just out to get a cheap fuckin laugh. You could really feel safe back then not like now where no matter what you do and how you act your feelings will be hurt and self esteem lost.
Please try to be nicer to me in the future as I will be reporting this incident to the proper authorites and the administration will be left to deal with the fallout of this dark day in 4chan history

>>16
*you're
I just assumed you were a woman because you got so butthurt when someone called you honey. tell me your address if you're so tough i'll come and take your balaclava off your purty face.

>>18

Listen buddy. I don't like being called honey cause i dont get mah dick sucked by guys, unlike you. Plus, if you want my address you can go fuck yourself. OK. If i fought you there wouldn't be just me i would have a whole lot of other people. Remember, i am AzN, i dont fight alone.

>>17

Listen. Cool it. Go to www.encyclopediadramatica.com and see what is said about this site. please, for the love of the FSM please do it.

>>19
Yeah well I'm starting to fuckin think you are'nt even taking this seriosly man! That is fuckin nonsence because I know most of the 4chan admins and they will do what ever I ask them. If you are going to continue here with that atitude then you wo'nt be for long!! So just go away and start acting like a real person. No more lies on the intenretes!!! If this nonsense keeps up, I will leaving 4chan site forever!!!

OH SHIT EVERYONE CALM DOWN! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE US CHRIS HANSSEN I HAVE SEXY BLOODRAYNE PICS!

ok, settle down, lets be rational
a. Chris Logan Hansen: who gives? leave, anonymous reigns
b. SUICIDE IS GAY AS CHRIS LODAN HANSEN'S MOMMA

>>22
Dont you dear come in here and start arguing with me and then just expect it to be ok. You are in violation of the site rules, so you will have to be banned. I have sent a email to the admins, and they are really upset and working on fixing this sad situation right now.

>>21
Thank you for your support and I would like to download all of your bloodrayne pics for FREE AND I MEAN FREE!! because I am so sick and tiard of the sites that say it's free but they want you to pay. I am at the momant disabled so it is hard for me to get work so I ca'nt spare money to get my anime and other pics so can you please upload it to my server so I can download it faster from there. I wuold offer some pics in return but my internet isnt very good and it wont suport lots of downloading and uploading all at the same time.
http://hanssenforum.14.forumer.com/index.php