Meaningless rant

i don't expect a reply but i think anything to stop that last step off a cliff right now and keep my fingers moving. I'm a pretty broken puppet that women throw to the floor again and again... there is no escape from my pain... no solace to the fire... i look in the mirror and want to scar the pretty face that looks back at me through that mask of perfect submission that causes such pain... i once believed in love and happy endings and now all i can do is look at my blood and cry. Happiness is a delusion I can't afford... it lies and give me hope for a future that doesn't exist. I just can't accept the emptiness that lives where my heart once stood

>>14

Assuming i am a woman? Jeez man, you are as stupid as a Catholic on ice. Fuck. AHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. If you saw me on the street with my balaclava on and took it off and slapped me. I would do one of two things.
1) Ring the police as you had no grounds to attack me.
2) Bash the living fuck out of you (using reasonable force) in order to show you what not to do when your near me.