Is it possible that transautism exists?

Just like transsexuals feel they were born the wrong gender I feel like I was born the wrong mental state (not autistic).

I have taken many online tests and I always score incredibly low on the autism scale but on the inside I feel like I am a true autist.

I spend a lot of my time rearranging files on my computer and when I play games like Skyrim I spend more time tweaking my settings and getting 30+ mods to run perfectly than actually playing the game. Also I often get butthurt about things people say on /lounge/. I like stuff to always be symmetrical too and whenever I eat a meal with different parts to it I always eat each part one at a time (eg. all the peas, then all the potatoes, then the meat).

I feel like I better identify with and understand other autists, like it's "us" vs the world, even though I myself am not technically autistic.

Does anyone else feel like this? If there was an operation to make yourself autistic would you do it? I think I probably would.

That's not necessarily autistic.  That sounds closer to OCD.  I am not a medical expert, but if you feel something is wrong with you seek some help.

>2 is correct, those statements relate to obsessive compulsions, probably entrenched in your behaviour.

You ought to do some research into autism, since you don't seem to understand it. Afterwards, I suspect you won't harbor such resentment at being able to communicate with other humans and lead an active life without being compelled to know how many rails are in each railing.

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Your feeling of fitting more so as autistic is not quite like a woman feeling like being a man.  That is, you are wanting to be a freak, while a tranny is already a freak who wants to become a surgical hormonal nightmare with a frankencock stitched together from spare parts.

>That is, you are wanting to be a freak,

Sounds logical so far.

>while a tranny is already a freak who wants to become a surgical hormonal nightmare with a frankencock stitched together from spare parts.

AHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA! Fucking got me. It came so nonchalantly.

Have you considered Histrionic Personality Disorder? Not trying to be mean here, but desiring that... Well, HPD seems likely.

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yeah, check on autism again. most autstic people cant partake in life. like they cant eat, speak, walk oin their own. I dont think you would like to stare at something that is somewhat not the way you want it and not be able to change it.

Potato?