Is it possible that transautism exists?

Just like transsexuals feel they were born the wrong gender I feel like I was born the wrong mental state (not autistic).

I have taken many online tests and I always score incredibly low on the autism scale but on the inside I feel like I am a true autist.

I spend a lot of my time rearranging files on my computer and when I play games like Skyrim I spend more time tweaking my settings and getting 30+ mods to run perfectly than actually playing the game. Also I often get butthurt about things people say on /lounge/. I like stuff to always be symmetrical too and whenever I eat a meal with different parts to it I always eat each part one at a time (eg. all the peas, then all the potatoes, then the meat).

I feel like I better identify with and understand other autists, like it's "us" vs the world, even though I myself am not technically autistic.

Does anyone else feel like this? If there was an operation to make yourself autistic would you do it? I think I probably would.

>2 is correct, those statements relate to obsessive compulsions, probably entrenched in your behaviour.

You ought to do some research into autism, since you don't seem to understand it. Afterwards, I suspect you won't harbor such resentment at being able to communicate with other humans and lead an active life without being compelled to know how many rails are in each railing.