Interesting behavior from universe

First of all, don't act like you know everything and question my intelligence after i ask. I asked to the professor and even he couldn't really answered me.
You know how matter was in the beginning, that is of course if you accept big bang. All matter existed in isolation, in elementary particle form ( at least for a while) and then proton and electron coming together formed atoms. My question is why? The only fundamental forces between these pair is electrostatic attraction and gravitational attraction. They should have  normally just made a head and collision and annihilate into a neutron. Atomic state is absurdly weird, electrons supposedly spinning around protons? You may claim neutron is more energetic than an atom but clearly not as it is present in atomic nucleus too. I just want speculation, not copied texts from your textbooks

One thing that I've always been fascinated by is when, because of the math, explanations do not match what is observable or researchable. Like someone who says that what has been observed and researched is now documented, because it is documented and read by a third-party it must now be observed and researched for confirmation and affirmation or declination and potentiality for further observation. Logically, inductive and deductive arguments must all be sought for logic otherwise we accept something like another person's projected self-loathing as fact, when in fact it is the person projecting whose emotional response is a tell-tale sign of their own neurosis. example, >>4. So, >>4 must either withdraw his argument that I am contradictory, or admit that he too his contradictory as evidenced by his own written words. Otherwise, >>4 is merely seen as the fool, coward, and misanthrope; and no one will spend their precious and valuable time with someone who wastes their own and accomplishes nothing. XD AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!