Interesting behavior from universe

First of all, don't act like you know everything and question my intelligence after i ask. I asked to the professor and even he couldn't really answered me.
You know how matter was in the beginning, that is of course if you accept big bang. All matter existed in isolation, in elementary particle form ( at least for a while) and then proton and electron coming together formed atoms. My question is why? The only fundamental forces between these pair is electrostatic attraction and gravitational attraction. They should have  normally just made a head and collision and annihilate into a neutron. Atomic state is absurdly weird, electrons supposedly spinning around protons? You may claim neutron is more energetic than an atom but clearly not as it is present in atomic nucleus too. I just want speculation, not copied texts from your textbooks

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you are such an idiot, i am lost for words. if you were just a normal idiot like >>2 i would forgive but oh, how you contradict with yourself...You say everything is possible yet you continue to rely on what so-called wisdom tells you, things that other people are satisfied by. Reality is about our satisfaction about perceptive information and it is naturally there but you should be able to alter it even a little. I am no way religious nor belong to the science religion. I submit to no master and i find my own explanation for this phenomenon i live in