my ribs are falling apart
my lungs are collapsing
there is a dark tree in my skull, and its sharp roots are shredding my gray matter
I could fart a mountain
my eyes are falling back into my head
the skin on my arms is dissolving
there are large spots of purple in my vision
my ears are ringing
my sight is flickering, like a low-refresh rate CRT monitor
sinusoidal waves of heat
I will most likely swallow my tongue on accident, and then suffocate
my teeth are falling out
I cannot breath
my heart rate has skyrocketed
I am starting to see things which I know aren't real
it's easy for me to think logically and tell myself "none of this is real, it's all in your head" but that doesn't make it any less frightening in the moment
I am going to die
;_;
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Anonymous2012-02-02 20:33
Man the fuck up and stop being a whiny faggot.
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Anonymous2012-02-02 20:38
That's homophobic and >>1 never revealed hir gender.
still in denial? it's been near ten years now.... I'm Not Your Friend Anymore langlang =P
I'm sure you're having fun cutting up poor ashiiiii's heart, but she's not me, and she's a big girl now, she'll have to take some responsibility for the company she keeps...
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Anonymous2012-02-02 23:05
*Wonders if it is better to have loved and lost, than not loved at all, with (self-proclaimed) friends like these....
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luke2012-02-02 23:12
...You already got kyah, i guess the loss of her couldn't outweigh the advantage of being rid of you =D
I guess it's killing her that it's not hurting me, and she, maybe, is killing you... and so the vicious cycle begins...
fastforward what 10 years,,,, 20 years,,,, why should i be the one that gives?
<<11
You know that horrible feeling you got... that's called a Conscience... You can push it back down deep inside, and pretend that you haven't got one like you do, but really, that won't do you any good...
It is a fucking sad story, but hey, it's My life...
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luke2012-02-03 18:55
I would really appreciate it, if you could just leave me -and the people i know/meet/whatever- alone...
Fucking Get Your Own Life yet?, Loser
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Anonymous2012-02-03 19:07
I guess you're Number #1 claim to fame, is that you know Me, eh? And then once that's established, what do you even do? Just spend your time putting me down?
I guess that really was the only way you ever seemed to feel good about yourself... I kinda hoped you would grow out of it, but obviously nothing much has changed so far..
Really, I WAS TOO NICE, what a crime to lead by example..
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Anonymous2012-02-03 19:27
What the fuck is going on here? You two (cretin and faggot) know each other?
M.Y.O.B. =) if that's not too incredibly difficult for you...
//(ftr it's just been me talking, with the odd interjection of little significance...)
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luke2012-02-03 20:43
I guess ashi gone be all shitty at me, who knows really, but after all that (supposed) pissing in her ear, I guess it would be little wonder if her brain isn't a bit twisted... And i'm to blame, once again? Don't be suprised if i don't stick around =(
Funny how they make everything my fault, yet still wondering why I Won't Be Their Friend...