Is something wrong with me?

Dear /prog/
I'v been working as a developer for about 6 months.
My code is always over time = over budget.
I am not sure if I am just a shit programmer, and need to fix that, or if there is something fixable about the environment.

One thing I wonder about: as a new employee, the projects I do are to the same schedules as the leads work to. Surely there is something basicly wrong about that, they earn a multiple my salary...

I always saw myself as a good programmer compared to other students, so getting yelled at every couple weeks by my project manager is a real reality shock.

Assuming some of you are devs, what did you do wrong during your first few months, that you wish you could have put right?

I should have read SICP.

When I got fed up with it I made my own community site called Pownce. It was just another drop of diarrhea in the ocean of shitty social networking services, but because I have a vagina- even when my company started failing a larger corporation came and picked it up. My advice to you OP is to believe in yourself and others, as well as growing a vagina and breasts.

3> 6 more months here and I can afford the surgery
Then I can set up a webcams site!
I'm only getting the breasts done and penor removed as I plan to appeal to a niche audience...

>>3
hi leah

>>4
hi xarn?

>>5

>>>4
>hi xarn?

no, sorry.

>>4
you are so bravely to change gender
i am a programer too, but i have no brave