>>111
I can understand what you are going at but I really can't understand why you are saying "because there is no other girl my age who I can be closer with, I should go after younger girls who I seem to click better with".
I think having a sexual attraction of teenage girls is normal. I myself once had when I was a teenager myself. Younger than 12 then it goes all weird and that I cant understand why ppl like those that young. Anyways its ok but when you start oggling and raping them thats still wrong.
Anyways back to
>>111, you are on the right track to say that you just look for interest and liking in a girl. Just need to be patient. And it really doesnt matter if you are geeky or socially inept. Like
>>120 said just accept who you are and go on being who you are. I have a friend who was the geekiest guy ever (Roleplay nerd) and one who no girl would not think of going after. When he started college, not only did a girl went after him, she went aggressively went after him. And she and him are quite a happy couple. That was because he never really went into the "I am geek, I will never have a social life". He just accepted who he was and went on with life. I myself am stil no gf and thats cos I have been stuck with this stupid mainstream crap and not accepting who I am really.