Head zaps or something

Hey I have this problem. The last couple of years I did some pretty bad things. Like fucking with a (18-) niece of my girlfriend, stealing money and medicines from my sick mother, fucking some investors over, so I could just do whatever I want. Etc. It just goes on.

I used to have no problems with this shit, but now I have some kind of brain zaps. It is like, I feel everything what went wrong or what I did wrong compressed in a 20 minutes. I just have to think about things and almost see them. It is almost visual. This happens especially in the morning. It almost hurts.

WTF is this shit? How do I make it go away? Is this normal?

It's called PTSD.

You didn't feel those things when you did them, so your brain
built a dam to back it up. Unfortunately, the shit you did has
finally overwhelmed the dam and some of this is finally spilling over. Every time you see something that reminds you of those scenarios will cause you to physically recreate your muscle memory as you were there.

Some people turn to religion in hopes it will go away.

Others grow the fuck up and decide to stop being such a filthy cunt-biter. Then they see a psychologist of some sort.

Oh joy, I probably have fucked myself up. I choose the psychologist. Thanks for the pointer.

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>>1

This is called consciousness and it will not go away. Somehow it malfunctioned in your case, this why you did those fucked up things. Just better your life and it will eventually go away.

>>3
If you can't afford that and you want a quick-fix, you could get hypnosis but the side effects are that you might be too cured.

This is scary because of the "Manchurian Candidate" scenarios.

You have to tell the mothers of who you fucked that you fucked who you fucked and tell them.

>>6

It went away on it self. I just went through some stressful times, maybe my recent drugs use fucked me up. I got some ketamine, that somehow tripped me over.