I am a loser and nobody likes me?

I am probably the biggest nobody in my school. I try to fit in to this group, but they hate me. all they do is make fun of me and my Halo games.

Im 13 now and I've had a crush on the same boy since 4th grade. he barely knows i exist and no-one knows i'm gay, almost every weekend i hear everyone talking about how excited they are for some party.

I've never been to a party.I'm a huge outcast. what should i do????

SFBE.

>>18 Ok so you have no minions.  I still say that most of the first paragraph you "typed" is borrowed from a speech of a 99 percenter.  The other two attempt to point out I automatically admit defeat but really, that's like a bad foreign film dub with even less than half as much relevance to the original non-translated dialogue.

And "shaves for better entry" WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN MEAN??  To shave my beard or genitals?

>>19-20 And I take it back, you do have minions.  Lousy ones.