me and my boyfriend were having sex the other night, and he asked me for anal. I've done it once before with him and didnt really enjoy it but it didnt hurt so i thought it would be fine again, not realising last time i dont it i was very drunk which must have helped alot.
this time it was so so painful even with lube (he is very big i have trouble takin him normally sometimes).
I kept tellin him it was hurtin and he was sayin he wud take it gentle, it was hurtin that badly i started cryin and shaking, and he kept asking me if it was hurtin and i kept sayin yes. this went on for about 10 minutes and he eventually stopped and i ran to the bathroom cryin and wouldnt let him touch me for the rest of the night.
i eventually told him the next day why i was so quiet and unresponsive, that he had hurt me in more ways than one. one doin it, then 2 it hurt me to think he didnt care and still done it when i was upset and in pain.
this from the man that has said from day one that i am the one,he will marry me, and we will have kids, we are meant to be together.
then he goes and treats me like a toy...........
i dont no what to do, i could never carry on wit something if i new it was hurting someone.
im not sure i believe he loves me after this, i am so close to finnishin it, i would have already if it wasnt for him begginin for forgivness and cryin.
I remember this short redheaded chick who would always treat me like dirt.
All she needed was a good rape to set her straight. She was born to fill the role of a rape victim, and the way she was asking for it, she was like a walking commercial for rape, looking for a rapist to take her violently and penetrate all her ignorance and stupidity.
Now she's rotting away alone, childless, unloved and unraped, according to her blog.
She shouldn't have pissed me off.
Vengeance is sweet.
True story.
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Anonymous2011-09-14 18:19
>>45
why'd you date her in the first place, moron?
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SHINI LASER2011-09-14 21:56
>>1
RAPE IS NO LAUGHING MATTER!!!! YOU ARE FIRED!!!! BEGONE!
I GO TO MIT!!!! I GOT AN IQ OF OVER 160!!! I GOT A LOT OF SMARTS SEE??!!!!!!
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Anonymous2011-09-14 22:05
>>47
Why can't rape be a laughing matter?
My suffering goes away when I laugh.
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Anonymous2011-09-14 22:06
>>48
Does your suffering go away when it's trivialized and disrespected?
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REDCREAM2011-09-14 22:31
IT AINT MORAL TO LAUGH AT RAPE!!! ONLY INMORAL WHORES GET RAPED, AND THERE GOING TO HELL!!! DAT AINT NO LAUGHING MATTER WHITE BOI!!!!!
I GO TO MIT!!!! I GOT AN IQ OF OVER 160!!! I GOT A LOT OF SMARTS SEE??!!!!!!
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SHINI LASER2011-09-14 22:32
I'm back
And better than ever
Got a knack
For making things better
Face facts
'Cause your opinion don't matter
This maniac
Is gonna step on whoever
It's time
Get in line
'Cause I'm gonna make some changes
Kickin' ass
Takin' names
Screamin', "I'm so famous!"
I'm burnin' out the dead wood
Burnin' down time
'Cause it's only my way
So get your ass in line
They all talk
They say that I've lost it
But chop me down
And I swear it's gonna cost ya'
Now I'm back
The boss of you morons
To never count me out is one thing you can count on
It's time
Get in line
'Cause I'm gonna make some changes
Kickin' ass
Takin' names
Screamin', "I'm so famous!"
I'm burnin' out the dead wood
Burnin' down time
'Cause it's only my way
So get your ass in line
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SHINI LASER2011-09-14 23:46
Okay, I am fucking sick and fucking tired of these fucking threads about rape! RAPE IS NOT FUCKING FUNNY! Joke about anything else you want, /b/...
Joke about cp, joke about loli, joke about murder, joke about drugs, but DON'T FUCKING JOKE ABOUT RAPE! Rape DESTROYS a woman, it STRIPS HER OF HUMANITY! It is disgusting, inhumane, regressive and insane. RAPE IS OFF THE FUCKING TABLE, /b/, NOT EVEN YOU FUCKING VIRGIN ASSHOLES CAN BE SUCH FUCKHOLES THAT YOU JOKE ABOUT A WOMAN'S WOMANHOOD BEING VIOLATED!
And no, I am not some lesbian dyke cunt, I am a woman. I was raped. My virginity taken from me, I can never give it to a man I love. I was raped again and again and again and again and again by a random stranger when I was 15, And between you and me something amazing happened...and now I can talk to animals! Its really cool! But totally a secret. And you know what? Life's never been the same.
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Not L33tUK2011-09-14 23:48
>>51 record this rap ribs so I can cut it up again and make you look like a faggot again. Lol.
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!kTfhvTeJ6s!dtbvo1hpwjj33FG2011-09-14 23:52
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Anonymous2011-09-15 0:36
>>49
Yes, my suffering actually DOES go away when it's trivialized and disrespected. In general, that's the point of thinking like a victim? I took a risc and I underestimated myself and I paid the price for that. Nagging about it being "the most wrong evar" only makes me pity myself instead of taking responsibility for my life.
Rape trauma is also part of my life now, and it's boring as hell. I need to be able to laugh at it. Only nazi-feminists who pretends that rape is the ultimate bad in order to blame men, and men who thinks it will land them chicks, thinks rape is such a serious matter that it can't be laughed at. Lighten up.
I'm back
And better than ever
Got a knack
For making things better
Face facts
'Cause your opinion don't matter
This maniac
Is gonna step on whoever
It's time
Get in line
'Cause I'm gonna make some changes
Kickin' ass
Takin' names
Screamin', "I'm so famous!"
I'm burnin' out the dead wood
Burnin' down time
'Cause it's only my way
So get your ass in line
They all talk
They say that I've lost it
But chop me down
And I swear it's gonna cost ya'
Now I'm back
The boss of you morons
To never count me out is one thing you can count on
It's time
Get in line
'Cause I'm gonna make some changes
Kickin' ass
Takin' names
Screamin', "I'm so famous!"
I'm burnin' out the dead wood
Burnin' down time
'Cause it's only my way
So get your ass in line
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ApocalypticEscapeArtist2011-09-15 10:28
Alright, I know SOMEBODY out there knoas how to hack. Please hack shinichi
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SHINI LASER2011-09-15 14:17
>>64
YOU HAVENT GOT THE IQ TO HACK ME!!!! MY WEB DEFENCES ARE OVER 9000!!!!! I GOT AN IQ OF 169!!!! I WENT TO MIT!!!! HOW CAN YOU EVEN COMPARE TO ME!!!!!
The American student Elizabeth Smart has, for the first time, described her nine-month kidnap ordeal after being snatched by a stranger from her bedroom in Salt Lake City seven years ago.
Taking the stand for the first time Ms Smart, now a 21-year-old college student, testified yesterday that her captor had raped the then-14-year-old three or four times a day, kept her tied up with a cable around her leg, and threatened to kill her if she tried to escape.
Asked by a prosecutor to describe Brian David Mitchell, the self-described prophet accused of holding her captive for nine months, Ms Smart replied: “Evil, wicked, manipulative, stinky, slimy, greedy, selfish, not spiritual, not religious, not close to God.”
Ms Smart gave her horrifying account in federal court as part of a proceeding over whether Mr Mitchell is mentally competent to stand trial.
The 55-year-old one-time street preacher has been behind bars since 2003 — mostly in a state mental hospital — but has yet to stand trial. Twice he has been ruled mentally incompetent in state court, and he has often demonstrated bizarre behavior, including incessantly singing hymns in the courtroom and once yelling at a judge to repent.
Ms Smart testified that within hours of her 2002 kidnapping at knifepoint, she was led away to a secluded mountain campsite and in a quickie ceremony became the polygamous ‘wife’ of the older man.
“After that he proceeded to rape me,” Ms Smart said, sharing for the first time publicly her account of the ordeal.
She said Mr Mitchell showed her pornography and plied her with alcohol and drugs to lower her resistance to his sexual advances. Once, Ms Smart said, she tried to fight Mr Mitchell off by biting him.
On the stand for nearly two hours, Ms Smart was poised, her voice never wavering. She did not come face-to-face with her alleged tormenter. Mr Mitchell was removed from the courtroom for disruptive behaviour — singing hymns — before Smart arrived, and watched the proceedings from a holding cell.
A federal judge ruled earlier this week that Ms Smart's testimony is relevant to the question of Mr Mitchell's competency. The competency hearing is not set to begin until November 30, but Ms Smart testified early because she is going on a religious mission for the Mormon church in Paris.
Ms Smart's parents and other family members were in the courtroom to support her. Her father Ed Smart had already heard much of the story but said later outside court he had learned a few new details. He did not elaborate.
“She actually wanted to face him,” Ed Smart said. “She asked if he could be muzzled and sit and watch.”
>>76
Good move. I've reported it as well several times with proxies. We can't have wannabe LEOfags running rampant on our board. People should be able to post what ever they want on an anonymous message board without fear of screencaps regurgitating what they allegedly said. This even goes for namefags who deserve to benefit from the spirit of /lounge/'s anonymity, even if they don't partake. None of us support this vile invasion of privacy >>75, LOL and I bet you thought you would get accepted by the oldfags for your pathetic attempts at craftiness. No. Try /b/. You really blew it here, kid. You'll never be welcome. SAGE.
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Anonymous2011-09-18 7:57
>>77
...and with "oldfag" you mean that you've been here all summer. I hung around on 2chan before 4chan sprung up, kid.
>>78
Sure you did, kid. Run along back to /b/, now.
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Anonymous2011-09-18 10:30
As much as i want to feel sorry for you...why wud u post this on the net? u'll prob get trolled, ok not probably certainly get trolled...ur better off askin someone who cares