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Social Phobia Diary

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 0:47

I moved to a new apartment last year. I am hungry and have nothing to eat, so I would like to buy some croissants(*) but the supermarket isn't open yet. There is a bakery near me, but going to places I haven't been to before stresses me out. I will smoke a cigarette and take a shower and then I will go to the bakery.

*Normally I prefer pastries other than croissants but I'll play it safe until I get used to the bakery.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 1:11

>>1
The only way to freedom is to ask yourself: why does going to a bakery I haven't been before stress me out?
When you answer this honestly, you will be free. Good luck.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 1:23

I went to the bakery, it was okay except that apparently it's one of those bakeries were you can eat and there half a dozen people sitting there.
>>2
That's an easy question: because I lack social skills, and I'm afraid that people will laugh at me or think I'm stupid when I say/do something weird/stupid.

The real question is: why do I care what people who I don't know think of me. This I can't answer.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 1:38

Maaan, fuck people. Just fuck 'em. Know what I'm saying?

They're all minding their own business anyway, probably don't even notice you. Jus' chill.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 3:03

>>2
But why are you afraid?

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 3:32

They do laugh at you, because they are cunts.  They laugh at me, anyway.  Cunts.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 3:38

I hate going to places with alot of people as well.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 3:43

>>7
alot
Faggot.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 3:55

*allot

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 4:31

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Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 5:10

I get a bit freaked out if i've been around people all day. I need loner-space.

But one technique I use in situations like going to a new bakery, or taking the train somewhere is to use kramer (from seinfeld) techniques -  ie purposefully move in a slighty weird erractic way.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 7:20

I had to call off an appointment today because I'm sick. I know the woman who answered the phone, and she answered by saying her name, but yet I completely blacked out and thought I had called the wrong number or something. After a confusing conversation (during which I heard people laugh in the background) I managed to explain that I was sick and needed a new appointment. God, I hope they think I was confused because of my fever and not because I'm retarded or something. I hate telephones.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 7:37

I've never set up voice mail on my cell phones because I hate how my voice sounds and also I wouldn't know what to say.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-18 15:47

>>8
Hello, Kimmo.

Name: 13 2011-01-22 21:05

I've only straight up looked in a mirror maybe once in the past 4-5 years, because I hate the way I look so much. I use the reflectiveness of my phone to make sure my hair is alright without seeing my face, and sometimes I walk by a full body mirror and glance at myself to get an idea how my clothes look.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-22 21:55

I use beer and avoid eye contact, sometimes I use an ipod so when i feel figity i can play with it. or a backpack so i can adjust the shoulder strap when i feel uncomfertable.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-23 8:47

My vagina smells like a retirement home.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-23 11:04

>>17
lol what

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-23 13:59

It's sunday evening and I'm out of cigarettes. Only the 7-11's are open now but I'm afraid to go... you now how these South Asians are, always with the smiling and the hard to understand accents and the being social... I think I'll wait until tomorrow morning to buy cigarettes.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-23 14:30

Look at it this way. If you're feeling that way about people, other people must be feeling that way about you.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-23 14:48

>>20
Well, I went. The city was dark and unfamiliar, and I wasn't sure where to find a 7-11, so it was scary at first. I also heard men scream in the background several times and 90% of the people I encountered were white teenagers, and black and brown young men. Fortunately, they didn't pay much attention to me except for that one semi-hipster kid that looked at me a bit too long. The transaction in the 7-11 went well, the shopkeeper didn't act all fake-friendly (I hate that), but he also wasn't unfriendly. I rate this trip 7/10.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-23 15:10

>>19
What are you doing in South Asia

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-24 5:06

human haploid number GET

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-24 6:02

number of months in two years GET

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-24 8:23

Number of Niggers I killed in Vietnam GET

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-24 11:35

>>25
Consider this: A pack of wild Niggers.
Savage, slavering Niggers nearing your white home. Trampling your white lawn. Raping your white daughter.
And you can't do shit since they're savages. The Nigger leader grabs your wife and fucks her with his shaman stick.
The primal Niggers finally dominate your household. They watch barbaric shows on TV and you are forced to be their slave.
Such is the downfall of White Man.

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-24 13:45

South Asia? What the fuck are you doing in South Asia?

Name: Anonymous 2011-01-25 9:55

I'm not in South Asia.
I saw a girl today, who I knew from college. She has the most beautiful face I have ever seen (and I have seen many pictures of female faces), it's so beautiful I never even fapped to her, I just enjoy watching it. She was walking in my direction and stopped 2 meters in from of me, and didn't say hi. I took another quick look at her and then I realized that the girl I knew was 10 inches taller than this girl. So confusing :\

Name: VIPPER 2011-01-25 12:50

>>28
All girls look the same, but VIP QUALITY is always different, always new and exciting.

Name: VIPPER 2011-01-25 12:51

>>28
Also s/faces/feces

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