My feelings

First, I would like to apologize if this is not in the proper section, I can't find a "Personal issue" or "romance" or whatever section. Lounge feel like the best possible place to post this.

I am in love with miwa. That is a big problem for me.
Every seconds of the day, I think about her, all I can think about is her. During the nights, she invades my dreams.
I don't feel like doing anything all day!!!
 
I am learning Japanese just so I could communicate with her, even though I know she speaks English, I have to make that effort to show how sincere I am!

Being a NEET, I do not have money to go to Japan to have more chances of meeting her, even though I know that the SONY fags would be overprotecting anyway, but being in Japan, would be easier. In Europe, there's absolutely no chance whatsoever to even dream of meeting her by chance in the streets / music stores / etc...
The few money I saved, I used it on buying her CDs. Her music helps me to be calmed when I am feeling a little pissed for whatever reason.

I have tried sending her a mail or two, not saying anything bad, just a normal email, not talking about love or anything.
I have never had any answer :( but I know it's hard to get one, she must receive a lot of mails all the time, so it got screened out probably.

Sometimes I wonder that maybe if she went to go back to INDIE it would be easier to talk to her, but if she does, how am I going to find her!!!! Argh this sucks!!!

This is the first time I'm feeling like this over someone, this is a new feeling, I don't even know how to react to this. I feel like writing on an anonymous board will help me get this out of chest and feel better.

I wish I could have a chat with her, know more about her...

I like Konata.

I like Konata.

I am in love with miwa.
That's where I stopped reading and put you on my blocklist.

WHAO lookout guys, there's a fuck-bomb coming

>>5
Woah! Watch the language!

>>4
Good, then I won't have to read your crap anymore.

JEWS

NIGGERS

I guess no matter what you say on 4chan, you get ridiculed :(
This is sad, really sad.
When someone is being honest, people can't wait to make fun of them.

>>10
That's when you fight back!  Let them know that their rudeness is not appreciated, and to take their attitude and pack it up, mister.

>>11
Nigger Kike detected.

>>10
4chan
You must be one of the JEWS.

>>12
Rude and most ill-mannered loutery.

>>14
That's only because >>11 i a Nigger Kike.

op is sparky4

Remember to put sage in the email field

>>16
sparky4? What does that mean?

>>15
Tsk.

>>18
NIGGER.
KIKE.
NIGGERKIKE.

So I guess, no one gives a fuck about others problems. OP must feel quite down.
I don't know what to say to him though. Good luck?

>>19
Go back to /b/.

>>10
I guess no matter what you say on 4chan, you get ridiculed :(
This is not 4chan though.
This is sad, really sad.
When someone is being honest, people can't wait to make fun of them.

Seriously, man the hell up. You gotta have tough skin in life, and not sweat over the small shit.

miwaちゃん メリークリスマス!!!

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my feelings
Stopped reading there.

and not sweat over the smell of shit

>>25
Listen here, jerkface.

You know what is hilarious? Antisemitism in the black community. Don't you niggers realize the Jews are trying to elevate you above the white man?

>>28
Antisemitism is never funny.

>>29
What if a Jewish mime were suffocating in a gas chamber, doing the whole "trapped in a glass box" routine and remaining in character and silent until he died. I think that would be funny.

>>28,30
Tsk. Fuck off back to /new/. http://boards.4chan.org/new/

miwa-chan!!! Akemashite Omedetō!!!

天使のミワちゃん、おはよう。

>>30
Okay, that's funny.

>>30
LOL I loved it

Pre-orders are for pussies.

Day 1 --> #1
Day 2 --> #1
Day 3 --> #1
Day 4 --> #1
Day 5 --> #1

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIWA!!!