I ask you - how do I kill myself?

My life is pointless - my mother scolds me all day, my father is useless, I have 5 siblings, no girlfriend, no life in general. Right now, I have a box of Mike & ike, paper, and a laptop. Tell me how to an Hero.

>>9
when you cold, you blue,
when you scared, you yellow,
when you sick, you green,

Are you living in a cartoon world my friend?