I ask you - how do I kill myself?

My life is pointless - my mother scolds me all day, my father is useless, I have 5 siblings, no girlfriend, no life in general. Right now, I have a box of Mike & ike, paper, and a laptop. Tell me how to an Hero.

Colored folk?

When I born, I black,
when I grow up, I black,
when I go in sun, I black,
when I cold, I black,
when I scared, I black,
when I sick, I black,
and when I die, I still black.

You white folks….
when you born, you pink,
when you grow up, you white,
when you go in sun, you red,
when you cold, you blue,
when you scared, you yellow,
when you sick, you green,
when you bruised, you purple,
and when you die, you gray.

So who you callin’ colored folk?