all my dreams are gone

since I was in high school I've always wanted to get married and have a family. but here I am -- gonna be 30 and still living with mom (she's poor, I m poor and she has health problems) -- can't get a girlfriend at all, on or offline and has the worst luck with women ever! -- not even in the field that i went to school for -- I have an extreme bitterness towards women -- all of my friends have girlfriends or are married and have kids. --my only brother isn't involved in my life -- can't even get laid all of my hopes and dreams are gone..so why live anymore

knife to my wrist right now I'm cutting

if women didn't screw me over and actually give me a chance, then maybe I wouldn't have this attitude.

I was at my friends house last night for new years..my friends were kissing their girlfriends and i was kissing the beer bottle and drinking as much as i could. 5 of my cousins are married and 3 have kids right now.

I'm back to cutting again

I take the knife and slit my wrist
and watch the blood flow down my arm.
I feel this emptiness inside
wash away my sorrow.
Gone today and gone tomorrow.
Gone forever.

Drowning from a broken heart
sifting through the ashes
of who I used to be.
and now I'm a ghost haunting you.
Gone today,
gone tomorrow,
gone....
forever.

When I like a girl I always get the lines "I just got out of a relationship" "I don't like you like that" "I'm not ready for a relationship right now" this always seems to happen all of the time. For instance I'm talking to a girl who lives in my hometown and she told me last week "I thought that I was ready to date, but now I'm not so sure" I'm really getting sick of it! Is it just bad luck or am I just THAT unattractive to women?

Every time I like a girl, she's either.

a) not ready for a relationship
b) just got out of a relationship
c) met online and doesn't want to pursue anything because of the distance.

This happens all the time. I've tried to meet people in my town, but I'm not gonna go to a bar/club to meet someone. There's a girl at work who I like and she likes me (that i know of) but she keeps blowin me off and all of the other girls at work are taken. I've tried to "let things happen" and not think about being with someone cuz that's when it'll happen, but that doesn't work hasn't worked either. I'm pretty much thinking that I'm never going to get to be with someone..the constant rejection and heartache hurt too much.

I have no idea what I do wrong..maybe being super nice to people is a curse

I tried to attempt suicide last night. Every girl that I've ever liked doesn't want to be with me or is not ready for a relationship and this really pisses me off. I'm sick of getting hurt and having to wait for people. I've waited for people for way too long, it's MY time for a girl to be with me!!! I'm not WAITING anymore. I'm ready for a relationship and I have been for several years now! I'm not gonna change myself for any woman..I'm my nice self and I'm not gonna be a jerk. Just because you girls have been treated like crap doesn't mean that you have to treat me like crap or brush me off

The dreams are gone because of THE BLACK JISM.

thread reported for redcream fail.

>>11
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>>12
STFU FailCheese.

Bump, just to piss off >>13

Bump, just to piss off >>14

Cheer up emo kid.

AN HERO!

It's because of you use double hyphens so much.

Get some help, call a suicide hotline.

>>17
Back to /b/, please.

>>20
No u, please.

>>21
I am in charge of keeping the quality of the place in check. I don't have any of my time to waste on /b/. I am asking you kindly to return to the /b/ imageboard as it seems a more fitting place for you to express your thoughts. Thank you and good day.

>>22
Stop sageing threads you ballsweater!

>>23 I think you need to carefully reread >>22. And read it over very SLOWLY

So all your dreams were getting a woman and get laid? Your life is empty, mate. Suicide is the only way out.

>>4

all 5 of them envy you and the freedom you symbolise.

How long has it been since you've had sex?

>>27
never already 30

>>28 and >>1

Went to Germany, lost my virginity hitting the red light district in Frankfurt.  2 weeks, 15 girls, only about $800 ($2000 if you include the plane ticket but the point of the trip wasn't just to fuck girls.)

>>29

Another reason why:

Deutschland > *

/b/ isn't working, can't post anything.

>>30
No, I prefer apostrophes over Nazifags.