I have a problem, and I need help. I will not lie, but this is perhaps the worst website for me to ask for help from, but I know that in general, you guys won't be as judgemental as I would expect from other websites. I just want... help. Don't ask for pictures, I will not give them. I will, however give out first names.
So here's the breakdown. I live in a family of 6. I have 3 siblings. An older brother (Jake, age 19), a younger sister (Kayla, age 15) and a little brother (Micheal, age 10). I myself am 17. I've always considered myself close with my siblings. I've been especially close with Kayla. She and I hang out in someway or another most days of the week. We get home at the same time, have one class together, and shared the same bedroom until about 5 years ago. I've pretty much always treated her like a brother or a close friend. We fight, we wrestle, play sports together in our backyard. It's been pretty normal. But about a week ago, I had a dream about her. I won't go into details, but whatever perverted thought you are thinking, it's probably true. Since then, I've been thinking about her constantly. I've been trying to supress it as much as I can, but to no avail. Every time I see her, every time I hear her name, every time I think of her, I just fall apart. I've been pretty much avoiding her because of it, and she has noticed. She confronted me the other day about why I was avoiding her, but I just avoided the subject entirely, bent to her will, and talked about other stuff. It was perhaps the most agonizing 10 min. of my life, and she knew it, but didn't know why (or I hope not).
So as I see it, I have 3 options:
1)Find someway to make these feelings go away
2)Act upon emotions
3)Keep avoiding her and just break bonds entirely
I want to avoid #3 as much as possible, but if needed, I will do it. I just want advice on any of these three, and how I would go about doing it. Please help. I'll let you guys know how it turns out later.
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Anonymous2007-10-15 23:14
tl;dr
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Anonymous2007-10-15 23:41
go for #2. I don't care how, just do it.
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Anonymous2007-10-15 23:45
ask her if you can politely stick it in her pooper.
if she says no act like it's a joke.
If yes then do her harrrdd.
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Anonymous2007-10-15 23:49
You said you wrestle with her, right? Use that to your advantage. Maybe do things on "accident". Make sure you aren't too obvious though. And unless you're a southern hemisphere fucktard, I do believe winter is coming up. Use that to your advantage.
>>8
What are you talking about? This is the first time I'VE personally seen it. And I'm on this website as much as anyone else.
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Anonymous2007-10-16 2:23
I'd say just tell her. You said you two are close, ne? So just sit down, ask her what she thinks of... erm, incest (you know how open minded she is, I'm presuming), and go from there. If anything maybe she feels the same and you two can start having a taboo, disturbingly hott incest-lesbian love. xD
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Anonymous2007-10-16 3:52
get a girlfriend. that shud keep ya mind off her
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Anonymous2007-10-16 4:12
>>11
That would be the best way of getting out of it. Spend more time with another girl, you will forget about her soon.
Otherwise tell her about it, if you two are that close, there is nothing to hide. As >>10 said
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Anonymous2007-10-16 5:06
you're 17. You're lucky you haven't woken up with your wang stuck in a light socket.
I believe even YOU know how hot incest is. Well actually you don't have to worry you'll get over it after some time, just don't avoid her.
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Light2007-10-16 11:15
Tell her your feelings. If you're as close as you say you are, she'll not only have advice or insight, but might be thinking the same thing. It's gonna be an awkward conversation, but if you suppress the feelings it'll probably end up screwing you up.
If you just find some random girl to shake the thoughts, chances are you'll pick one with her personality / looks- and you may end up developing a long lasting problem with women.
At the worst you'll get teased, but again, if you're truly close you'll only gain understanding. She sounds confrontational in nature anyways- and would likely want you to speak to her if she knew your feelings.
That being said, its extremely likely just to be teenage hormones (as cliche as that is), but dealing with it is always better then hiding or running away.
>>1
Okay... I haven't fully made up my mind yet, but I have decided that I'm not going to avoid her. After all, this girl is my sister, and I'll have to spend the next 2 years with her. There is no changing that. I'm still kinda in mixed emotions and everything, but this is a relationship that I don't want to end. I'm alright if it changes, but not alright with it just going away.
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Alex2007-10-16 14:51
I just really fucked it all up now...
About twenty minutes ago she was fighting with me over the remote, we were just fooling around as usual, but then at some point her face was close to mine and I couldn't help myself.
I kissed her.
She was very surprised and tried to back away from me, but at that point every feeling I had for her just exploded.
I grabbed her and kissed her, while not paying attention to her resistance. I stuck my tongue in her throat and before finally realising what I was doing and letting go, I stuck my hand down her shirt.
My brothers were in their rooms and my parents weren't home so no one saw me, and she hasn't told anyone yet. I think she's in shock.
She just ran away to her room when I let go and hasn't come out yet.
I don't know what to do... Shit... I'm fucked.
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Alex2007-10-16 15:16
>>21
Huh... that's weird... I don't remember this happening. I mean, school isn't even out for my little brother yet, and my brother is in another state! Lol. Interesting thoughts, but I don't think that's how anyone would go about doing something like that. Nice try, but I think I can handle telling what happens to me on my own. Please, don't start trying to make up stories about me. I'm asking for help, not some storyline.
Why did you let her go? Gotta get ur rape on brotha!
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The beaner2007-10-16 18:17
Hey man those thoughts that you had in your sleep are normal, its your brain exploring possibilities so don't take the whole "wet dream with your sister thing" to ruff just deal with it and go on with your life as normal.
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Alex2007-10-16 18:56
>>24
I'd agree with you, but I've had dreams like that before. Usually, the shock of them passes within a day, but this one never left.