I wrote a suicide note last night

I try to write in a journal that I've kept for 5 years of my life every once and awhile. Usually I just write down thoughts about my day and how I'm feeling. Last night I just felt at my wits end and tired of it all. I wrote a suicide note about everything that's going on and personal letters to all my loved ones.

Right now nothing is going right in my life. I've lost my best friend, school sucks, home life sucks, and I can go on and on. I've felt miserable for the past 2 months. It feels like I have no way out and suicide is inevitable. I think of it more than once a day.

I don't know where to turn or what to do. I need help.

that's nice

>>1
Cheer up, little vermin :) Things will get better!

Simple: visit http://www.zoklet.net/bbs/register.php and your life will be complete

>>3
Be arrested

>>4
I misread as "aside by the Zoklet.net rules".
I thought what a anarchic delightful site.

>>5
SILENCE! YOU FILTHY PIECE OF SUBHUMAN MUCOUS!

I do this often too. I've been keeping a journal since I was 17 and it feels so strange to read my old entries and how shallow and trivial they are. Why the fuck was I feeling suicidal about that shit. I suppose my recent entries will seem the same in another 5 years too.

Whelp, I sure do hope OP didn't kill himself in the three years it took 3 years to get a reply....

>>8
you forgot 'VIPPER' in the name field, faggot

'Lol, I'm gonna write a suicide note and tell everyone on 4chan about it. Mom and Dad don't understand me and they make me clean my room. I'm so edgy, lol.'
Please just an hero or stfu.

so how are ya gonna do it? can i watch? can i um...before you die... um... well theres that post about CP on youtube, and well youknow... jkkjjkjkjk

Eh, hate to sound callous, but you'll die anyway. If I ever despised living, I wouldn't be all dramatic about it. I'd just go ahead and do it.

>>12
Eh,
Fuck you faggot I fucking hate you.

>>13
Eh, fuck off, aspie.

That is why 4chan BBS sucks. IT takes 4 years to get a reply from someone.