I wrote a suicide note last night

I try to write in a journal that I've kept for 5 years of my life every once and awhile. Usually I just write down thoughts about my day and how I'm feeling. Last night I just felt at my wits end and tired of it all. I wrote a suicide note about everything that's going on and personal letters to all my loved ones.

Right now nothing is going right in my life. I've lost my best friend, school sucks, home life sucks, and I can go on and on. I've felt miserable for the past 2 months. It feels like I have no way out and suicide is inevitable. I think of it more than once a day.

I don't know where to turn or what to do. I need help.