I cant stop planning my death

everyday i plan out a new way to kill myself, each time i become more efficient and come closer to carrying out the plan. i want to die, i do not enjoy life in the slightest way. nothing is enjoyable for me, except this one girl, but since she is in love with my best freind i gave up on her. i dont know what to do, im never happy, i cant remember the last time i laughed without having to physically and painfully try. i am happy when i am around the girl, but that only makes it worse because when she leaves i remember how she does not love me the same as i love her, i feel like a wuss, i often cry myself to sleep, i often scare the crap out of my freinds with sudden outbreaks of rage or sorrow. its ruining my life. im 15 and i weigh around 90 pounds, i havent had anything to eat for three days now. im not anorexic or anything, im just not hungry. i cant sleep at night. i hate humans. they all just have so many problems. nobody wants to be around me because im always so melancholy. someone. please. anyone help me.

Masturbate moar.

>>2
i agree masturbation is actually good for you mental health...try it
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Then do it or STFU, damn. Stop fucking annoying us about it.

New Zealand

>>1
yeah i know what you said, i know what youer tring to say.
but so warming inside her belly...((*´Д`)huh huh

D:

You're severely depressed. Tell the the girl and your friend how you feel, apologize if you feel like that's what you want to do, and seek professional help.


And also, masturbation is a good idea. It's a healthy habit.

>>1
Kill yourself.