I am 15 1/2 years old and just completed my freshmen year of high school. It was pretty average. I hated the beginning of it, but I became a lot happier towards the end. I have good grades, am probably the best freshmen volleyball player, have a good amount of friends, and would consider myself good-looking. I still, though, have never had a girlfriend and have only really kissed one girl. But I didn't really care because at the end of school, I was probably one of the happiest of those around me. I was improving my personality, my looks, and the amount of people I talked to.
Then summer came around...
I thought summer was going to be a blast, but instead I sat around and did nothing for the first week-no socializing or improvement-just sitting playing video games. This started a chain reaction. I have to try really hard to do anything. My mom just started chemo for her cancer so she can't drive. I do nothing. I haven't even tried achieving the goals I set out to complete-learning the guitar, meeting knew people, improving myself. I just sit around playing on my computer feeling like crap. I'm insecure, lazy, and feel like no girls will ever be attracted to me (even though I'm actually semi-good looking so my personality must suck)
Mainly this post is just me venting my frustration. I have a volleyball tournament this weekend and I'm hoping to start over afterwards. I'm going to try to stop playing as much video games-even quitting all together, and completing the goals that I set out to achieve (I'm making a list)
For the list thing, physically writing it is better than just typing it up. As for meeting your goals, make it so that if you don't meet your expectations there's some kind of consequence that you want to avoid, have someone else carry it out if you're too lazy/whatever to. Just get in the habit of doing something and it gets easier.
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Anonymous2007-06-22 18:55 ID:mAabT3xO
I see your problem, you're a guy and you play volleyball, girls automatically think you're gay
Also, underage B&
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Anonymous2007-06-22 19:01 ID:qOVZwEhV
>>2
wtf? you actually expect me to listen to your advice, useless namefag?
More ownage? I've heard better insults from 11 year olds in AIM chats.
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mamushi_72_sai2007-06-22 19:45 ID:24yrgUc9
dude im 18 and ive never held a girls hand but you dont see me complaining. you wont need women once your 18. my plan is to go to JP and get some eroge. 3000 dollars should hold me off for a year or soo
>>10
LOL 'More' ownage? So where did the first lot come from?
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Anonymous2007-06-22 23:53 ID:hdCxAfDT
I'm on the same situation of the original poster and I hate this feeling of being lonely. It's rather frustrating, but I got nothing to destroy to compensate for my frustration. I could play video games, but I end throwing my Xbox controller everywhere on the floor and the walls.
I'm useless.
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Anonymous2007-06-22 23:55 ID:i3DQrNtB
>>13
Or for free you could stop being a faggot and get a girlfriend, or even a random hook up
Stop acting like not having any contact with a girl at the age of 18 is a thing your fine with
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Anonymous2007-06-22 23:57 ID:Xz+drzA9
emo emo's
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Anonymous2007-06-23 0:01 ID:JANnfjab
So, my ex falls into a lot of these categories...
Quickly accelerating relationship.
Heavy Drug Use.
Told me about how all her exs used to beat her, but she's still in love with them.
Along those lines, violent sex.
Likes the nightmare before christmas so much she had a life-sized Jack statue in her room.
Everything in the room was purple.
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Anonymous2007-06-23 0:01 ID:TIXzc2tn
Hey OP. I feel your pain. Just the other day I shot my best friend in the head because I thought it was what Resistance: FoM was trying to tell me to do.
Do you ever get that feeling? Like the video games are talking to you ... telling you to do horrible things? Pokémon tells me to throw rocks at small animals. Just this morning I was playing Kingdom Hearts and I had the overwhelming urge to put a key between my knuckles and hit my mother in the face.