kay, I just wanted to ask what you guys would do in my situation.
I'm 14, freshman in high school. I live with my brother, three sisters, mother, and grandmother. Every day for me, is hell. My daily routine is: waking up at 5am, going to school at 8am, coming home at 4pm, being forced to clean, getting scolded, then falling asleep at about 11pm-1am. My life has always been hell. Even my childhood was hell. I don't have any childhood friends, because whenever I made friends, I ended up moving out of state. I was always in trouble, for even the smallest things. Always got accused of things, and yelled at. All of my older family members say I'm spoiled, because my parent(s) buy me things, but what the fuck is the point if you're getting bitched at, and cursed at every day of your life? Well, getting back on topic, my life sucks. Recently, everything has been going downward. I've been losing touch with more friends, becoming even more distant with my family. I try my hardest in school, and at home, but that only wears me out more. I have no social life, outside of school, except for my friends that I talk to online (because I don't live near them anymore). I'm too pissed/disappointed/depressed to type anymore.
How about you shut the FUCK up? You don't know anything about me, except for what I typed not too long ago. And I don't feel sorry for myself, I don't even fucking care about myself anymore. By the way, I asked for advice, not fucking lip. And yeah, I would gladly trade lives with you, too.
Name:
Anonymous2007-03-23 19:39 ID:xdLKBJKX
>>4
I thought this was a reply to OP at first. You really need to get that dildo out of your ass and shove it down your throat. Shut the fuck up you spoiled worthless heap of shit found hanging off of Paris Hilton's cell-phone strap.
Bitch.
Name:
Anonymous2007-03-23 19:42 ID:+w914ZTX
>>5
So, heaps of shit hang off cellphone straps now? Last time I checked, a heap of shit has more mass than a cellphone strap; hell, even a cellphone. ;( Talk shit moar, when you actually make sense.
Dumbfuck.
Name:
Anonymous2007-03-23 19:43 ID:+w914ZTX
But, anyway, yeah. any advice from anyone else? >>3
I'm not gay.
Name:
Anonymous2007-03-23 19:44 ID:xdLKBJKX
>>6
Yes it makes no fucking sense to keep heaps of shit hanging off a fucking cell-phone, but that's what dumb fucking sluts do. Stupid shit. The product: You.
>>25
Why else would you post this? Why else would you continue to bump your pathetic thread? You want people to sympathize and act as if they care. You want people to feel sorry for you, even though your life isn't bad and your only problems are self-induced. Go elsewhere for your histrionic needs.
Name:
Anonymous2007-03-23 22:37 ID:+w914ZTX
>>26
In case your retarded ass didn't read what I said at least 4 times before, I just wanted advice. I thought people who might've been through the same things would have some words of wisdom, but I've only gotten flamed. If I wanted attention, I'd post this on a blog, and spam links to it. Besides, how the fuck can you tell me what I want? I think I'd know. And I don't care if people sympathize for me or not, that's not what I'm looking for.
the solution is to do something completely fucking insane like join the hitler youth or something, also work out a lot and start random fights with people, whilst at the same time studying hard and doing well in school
on one hand people will realise they are fucking with you and on the other they can't blame you because you are intelligent and doing well in school, don't start fights in class, stay quiet and study hard in class and come break just start beating the shit out of people for no reason
Name:
Anonymous2007-03-23 23:15 ID:c7As8ptl
>>31 here
i was a little brief about how to make people realise they were fucking with you. if you get withdrawn, but keep yourself in the social spotlight by getting into fights and starting arguments peopel will realise you have some sort of problem, you have to do it right or people will see through it or just think you are an asshole
you need to have a few outbursts a day, seperated by long periods of quiet, if you are a constant annoyance people will attribute that to your character and not as though they forced you into that position
you must also take extreme measures in an unemotional manner, no screaming, no crying, just start breaking windows methodically or bloody several people's faces
also don't do anything overly illegal, only break school windows or your home's windows and only peopel who have a history of fucking with you
also never swear, always be polite and explain everything in a calm logical manner. it takes time but the less emotional you are and the more emotional they are the more likely they will think they are in the wrong
also never keep things behind closed doors, pay attention and remember everything people say and be sure to tell everyone out loud as quicjly as possible aftr a situation ends
you will experience strong personal feelings yourself especially fear, but you have to learn to pause for a while before your next act so they do not affect your decision making process, browsing /b/ and forcing yourself to look at gore and scat is a good way to desensitise yourself
take a utilitarian approach to your education, study hard and quietly in class unafraid of asking for your teacher's help, then after class force yourself on groups of friends in polite conversation and when they reject you start whining and complaining about how people are fucking with you and don't let them have a moments peace. not because you want ot become friends with them, but to keep yourself in the social spotlight
eventually you will learn there is nothing to fear from other people and you will find it entertaining, the trick is to always be right, you are forced into that situation by other people and it is their fault and they must respond to you positively because they are the ones who put you in that situation
this is difficult at first and you make mistakes, you just have to be clever and eventually you will be so distant from certain irrelevant elements of reality that have been drilled into you, you won't care and even though people will fuck with you more for a period of time you won't feel a thing because you finally realise it actually doesn't matter
Name:
Anonymous2007-03-23 23:30 ID:6GgRBzxZ
>>1
Unlike the other posters, I'm not going to assume that your conflicts are never ever your fault
1)Friends come and go. Don't be stuck up about your current situation, make new friends at your current school. I made this mistake and went through four years of turning down party invitations.
2)Do well in school
3)If you're parents insist that you're spoiled, then start turning down whatever fancy stuff they give you. Chances are, they will start to feel sorry for you.
4)Know that in four years, your current problems will seem trivial, and life has more ways then you think.
1 and 3 are the typical traps people fall into. Long story short everyone is a bully and everything you have been told about them is bullshit.
Fact 1: Bullies are not jealous of you. They dehumanise you so they can control you and use you for entertainment.
Fact 2: Violence and force is the only way to stop bullies. Any way that you choose to be assertive and the bully will nit pick at it and use it to bitch on you. By using violence you make the statement that you are human and the effects of their bullying have a real effect and you make the statement that attempts to tread on your liberty have consequences.
Fact 3: The correct term for bully is sociopathic personality disorder. Like most personality disorders everyone suffers from them to a certain extent. This means everyone is capable of bullying, including you and few people will not bully if they can do so without consequence.
It sounds like your life is shitty not because it is the way of the world, but because people abuse your trust. I mentionned liberty because interpersonal relations are very much like politics. You need to declare you will not be bullied and go through a period of shocking extremism to show what happens when people attempt to manipulate you instead of treating you like a human being.
yeah, but the thing is, I'm not being bullied. @_@ being bullied is the last thing I have to worry about. I just need a way to cope with this for the next 2-3 years. any ideas?
>>45
Tbh, ghais. I was molested by my father as I was a young child. I still live in his household. I have told him on a number of times how I hate him, and where he doesn't see it I slander his behaviour to fucking pieces, fantasising about the day I receive news of his death. Actually, there is no point in criticising his behaviour openly, because I have done so on hundreds of occasions more than I have ever expressed my hatred. And plus, I would never do anything to him out of spite and still never have. Of course, if he was violent with me just one more time I wouldn't hesitate to kill him and claim it was all done in self-defence. There's probably a bit of insurance money in it.
Also, OP of this thread is a spoiled fucking whore. Get your act together, stop being a fucking pussy and shut the fuck up.
>>45 Go post something worthless elsewhere, please.
Take your own advice.
Name:
Anonymous2007-03-24 19:26 ID:4BN2vknx
You have your parents.
You dont pay bills.
and you prolly get whatever the fuck you want
My mom's gone, and you dont see me bitching. Grow the fuck up. Your life could be a whole lot worse. If you cant handle the pressures of life now. Then you CERTAINLY will not be able to handle it when you grow up...if you ever do that is.
This aint to make you feel like shit, but to let you know that people DO care but you seem to act like we should kiss your ass, hold your hand, and baby you.