On the subject of life and death

I've been thinking lately about death. I've grown into a state of depression over the subject.

Before we were born into life, we did not have a concept of time because we did not have brains to acknowledge time. There wasn't complete darkness or anything. As we grow older and develope our brains have now understood this and it's own consciousness.

Is this what it will be like after death?
No complete darkness, no heaven, no hell, no reincarnation, nothing.
We will die and our brains will stop working and that will be the end of it.

It's an incredibly scary thought, but fear is just a primitive emotion in response to a human's environment to flee a situation for survival.

I just see no reason for going on.
Do I get a high paying job, so I can be happy? But happyness itself is just another emotion. When a human's environment and surroundings are suitable they take joy in these things and have a desire to keep them, much like loved ones.

So my sole purpose in life is to just pass on my genetic material to the next generation to form a more perfect species. I will die and there will be no concept of time. Life just seems so incredibly pointless and I have no desire to continue it.

A FULL FUCKING YEAR OF YOUR NONSENSE AND LIES AND EVERYTHING. ITS ALL BULLSHIT MINDGAMES.

o h yea. 1 out of every two months you will appear on msn. FOR WHAT.... And then when you are on msn you will go away for like 1 hour while im trying to have a decent god damn conversation

Im not feeling nothing. My feelings for you have crumbled to the ground. You posted yourself nude. And i dont even look at them

I fell for it all. i was lead to beleive.

You don't have to be rich, to be my girl

You don't have to be cool, to rule my world.

You just have to have a penis, for me to ride

A  large and beefy meat-pole, for me to grind

>>46

SLUT!.

You dont have to be beautiful, to turn me on.

I just need your boobies baby, from duck till dawn.

You dont need expierience (virgin) to turn me up there.

Just leave all the love to me, Im gonna show you what its all about yeh.

>>47

You don't have to be rich, to be my girl

You don't have to be cool, to rule my world

Ain't not particular sign, I'm more compatible with

I just want your extra time and your... KISS!

Fuck me. I've been listening to that recently. WTF!?!

>>48

You got to not talk dirty baby

If you wanna impress me

You can be to flirty mama

I know how to undress me

>>50

I wanna be your fantasy

>>51

Maybe, you can be mine

You just leave it all up to me, we could have a good time

This topiX RoX my SoX

>>53
(chorus)

>>55 Thank you.

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OMFG.

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!!!!!!?!?!???!?!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>17
People go mad over thinking about these things, which is why most people have to just find something to believe in, and leave it at that.
In other words they give up or get angry at the world/life because there ARE no answers to the bigger questions, right? People give up and believe in something because it's easier than digging deeper or finding the real truth of a matter. Taking the easy route is rarely the correct one. That's one thing you learn in life.

It's like a magic trick [....] But when you know how it all works.. the magic dies, doesn't it? Christmas [...] it's never quite like it was when you were little, and there was real magic in the world.
So you're saying being childish is the way to be? Sure, to enjoy life like that makes perfect sense, but not to impose those ideas on other people--which is what religion does. It's forceful. They kill people for their beliefs in what cannot be proven. Therefore we can't settle for ignorance being bliss in this world. Religion is often chosen ignorance--the ceasing of studying to find the truth. The key to happiness is not to ignore the truth of a matter and pretend it's alright. Look at how the world is now. The apathetic are bored with life, and the religious fight over everything.

We're not lucky or sane/rational enough to live peacefully. So to blindly believe or blindly ignore something does not lead to happiness in this day and age.

Furthermore, if life becomes all about just enjoying it, people then become selfish.

In short, people have no idea how to live simply and happily, they always complicate it and make life miserable for everyone else. So we don't have the luxury to be simple minded and ignorant these days.

As an example, gays may one day be completely normal to everyone, but for now the way you were born puts a damn marker on your forehead that condemns you to poor treatment. Being born a woman means many people will treat you like shit and you'll have even more pressure to do things that will hurt you or others. They never let people simply be what they are.

If you analyze things too much, you lose the magic and beauty of it all. Instead of looking at things philosophically, or scientifically, I recommend just taking things for what they are.
I've come to an understanding about emotions, love and all the things people say are a "mystery" and they haven't lost any effect. I'm serious. But what I'm trying to say is that keeping them a mystery is what makes people act irrational and hate one another, like I said about religion, gays and women.

Don't try to figure out what makes a sunset beautiful, just enjoy it while you can.
For some things in life, like this, I agree. There isn't anything else needed but to enjoy what life and nature offers to you. It's purely the ideas that people have created that have caused all the problems in the world.

>>60
Most of what you said isn't what I intended at all. I'm a little disappointed that you'd come to those conclusions on some of the things I said, but everyone has their own way of looking at things and their own opinion, and I'm quite glad that you actually voiced your's so rationally unlike most people.
Pretty much everything negative you mentioned about what I said wasn't the point I was trying to make, as I didn't intend to be negative about anything really.
I can see from what you said how one could view it like that though, so I guess most of all I'm a little disappointed in myself about what I said. At the time I was quite happy with it, even proud to have come up with such a thing. But now that you mention it, a lot of what I said IS pretty redundant, and even useless now I look back over it. At least in the real world.
I did come up with all of that stuff on the spot, so looking back now makes me realise that when it comes down to it I'm probably an idealist. And I'm not too happy with that at all. I don't really want to be seen as one, to me it just feels likes there's a stigma to it, even if that IS just me. But really, I know why it seems that way. Apart from dips into depression every now and again, I't quite happy with my life as a whole, and I'm pretty at peace with things. When it comes to most things, I always feel pretty neutral and am able to see both sides of the argument, even if to begin with I was very much set in one way of thinking, but this does worry me sometimes, because I find whether thinking about something for a short or a very long time, and even discussing it with others, I always come back to the same thing: I shouldn't get worked up about things, it's not good for my health anyway since I suffer from anxiety and depression, so I should just try to forget about it, at least for a while, and enjoy the good things in life. Since I could end up driving myself mad if I were to dwell too long on anything.
I wish sometimes that I had a stronger opinion on things either one way or the other, and it's the fact that I don't that worries me. But again, even with that I try to stay as calm as possible because not only is it bad for me to work myself up, but I find it really difficult to calm down again afterwards as well.
I guess what I was saying in my first post is just what works for me, stating it as a piece of advice that might work for the OP, or anyone for that matter. Just something they could try even if just to calm themselves down for while about things.
I don't know. I generally feel quite drained and somewhat depressed about the whole matter now. I've learnt some things about myself that I don't like.

I think I always try to look on the bright side of things because not only do I make myself ill about the tiniest and stupidest things, but also because up until the age of twelve I suffered quite badly with stress and various other illnesses, and I suppose I'm just tired of feeling depressed and ill, so I don't mind thinking or talking about bad things, I just have to be able to find peace in something at the end of the day so I don't have a severe panic attack. For a couple of years I've been going by a motto sort of along the lines of, "Everything that happens it meant to happen, otherwise, it wouldn't have" in a few years time who knows what I'll think about the world, but if nothing else, that motto helps me to stay calm about things when I get too worked up.

I think it might also be worth saying now that I am only seventeen years of age. And for the hell of it I might as well throw in the fact that I'm female. I'm also bisexual and autistic. I have Asperger's Syndrome, if you want to look it up.
So, I suppose I've got a lot of "markers" upon my head, and I know what it's like to be treated like you're a fucking alien or some kind of mutant by other people. Until I was twelve that's how I constantly felt.
I'm a little angry at some of the things you said, because, although they're completely true, they're extremely depressing. But as I continued to read what you said, I could feel your anger at the whole situation too. So I'm not so much angry at you as a little angry at life in general.
I know it sucks, but I just wanted to give the OP a little hope when they were feeling down. I guess I'm a bit angry at you for putting a downer on it, but I see where you're coming from, and I really do appreciate your opinion. And I'm glad you agree with some of what I said too.
People are just too flawed to really exist in the way that I said, I know that. I suppose that's the saddest thing of all.
But thanks for an intelligent and thoughtful response to what I said. I'm actually glad to have something to get me thinking for once. So, thanks.

OH GOD I CAN SEE FOREVER!!!

>>12


I like this guy.

OMFG.

JEEZUZ!

>>61
FUcking hell, you got all of that in and I haven't said a word in this thread. That's a huge troll, in a sea of c-c-c-combo one line posts, desu, and tablecat, it's amazing to see a real breaker in here. You'd be pretty cool if you were a guy and cooler if you weren't seventeen.

What the fuck is up with this thread?
It was making sense until NOTHING STARTED MAKING SENSE
I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I AM ANYMORE

>>66 Why thank you sir. I do my bit, as best I can.
>>67 I feel for you, I really, really do.

SAVE ME JEBUS!

K.

>>61
i can cook up some copypasta from the dictionary too.

re·dun·dant      /rɪˈdʌndənt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ri-duhn-duhnt] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–adjective
1.    characterized by verbosity or unnecessary repetition in expressing ideas; prolix: a redundant style.
2.    being in excess; exceeding what is usual or natural: a redundant part.
3.    having some unusual or extra part or feature.
4.    characterized by superabundance or superfluity: lush, redundant vegetation.
5.    Engineering.
a.    (of a structural member) not necessary for resisting statically determined stresses.
b.    (of a structure) having members designed to resist other than statically determined stresses; hyperstatic.
c.    noting a complete truss having additional members for resisting eccentric loads. Compare complete (def. 8), incomplete (def. 3).
d.    (of a device, circuit, computer system, etc.) having excess or duplicate parts that can continue to perform in the event of malfunction of some of the parts.
6.    Linguistics. characterized by redundancy; predictable.
7.    Computers. containing more bits or characters than are required, as a parity bit inserted for checking purposes.
8.    Chiefly British. removed or laid off from a job.

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Mudkip's name is a portmanteau of mud, being a surrounding of its natural habitat, and Kip, which refers to Skip, relating to the Mudskipper, the fish it resembles. The name Mudkip refers to both the overall species, and to individual Mudkip within the games, anime and manga series.

>>71
Yeah, I thought redundant wasn't the right word for what I meant, however I looked up the meaning to make sure, and it seemed to be the closest thing I could think of, so, I apologise, and shall correct myself: "But now that you mention it, a lot of what I said IS pretty redundant(FOR LACK OF A BETTER WORD), and even useless now I look back over it."
Happy? Also, from the definition, some of the meanings of the word are EXACTLY what I meant.
Also, it's NOT COPYPASTA. I wrote it all.

if nothing is gonna matter, no matter what you do, then wat's the point?

>>73
Here's a revolver, one bullet. Wanna Play?

THERE IS NO FUCKING TIME, your floating around at 250 miles perhour wtf.

anyway. This thought. I love it :D

I FUCKING LOVE IT! I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH MYSELF.. FUCK YES, IN MY ASS PLZ.

No complete darkness, no heaven, no hell, no reincarnation, nothing.
We will die and our brains will stop working and that will be the end of it

u did it wrong fuk.

complete darkness, no heaven, no hell, no reincarnation, nothing.
We will die and our brains will stop working and that will be the end of it

DARKNESS IS FORRREVAA!!!!! RAVE TO THE BEAT

Come to tha dark Saaaaide Embrace its POWAR.

Ive travelled.. deep inside my mind... And i wasnt able to find a solution. But what i did find was intresting. INDEEED IT WAS.

EXTREME PHYSICS! Heres the real beauty.

Theres HOT AND COLD.
Theres LOVE THERES HATE.

THERES DARKNESS AND THERES BRIGHTNESS

Example.... Darknesss, blah blah blah...... dead.
Brightness! THE LIGHT THE LIFE THE ETERNAL EXTERNAL ABBUNDANT EXPLOSIVE REACTION OF THE SUB WHATEVER.

WELCOME TO THE PLANET of the APES! WOOOWT WOWT.

There Extreme Forces at work, right wing, and left. Thats all there is to it.

The entire Galaxy can fit in that tiny little brain of yours.. If you decide to chew away at the demons, what you will find is dammed ahilianating. LOL. I LOVE DISSSSS

there aint nothing to it. You Are now.. In the REALM OF CHOAS, OBEY THE PERAMITORS.

THE SOURCE GOD DAMMIT
THE SOURCE