When will I cry?

So here's the story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside down.  Since I've been twelve or thirteen I've had a life changing revelation and decided to be gruff and manly.  No longer would I cry, but instead swear and grit my teeth, manly-like.  Now, the unaccounted-for consequence of this is that a couple times each year, I feel depressed and really do want to cry--but I can't.  Tears won't flow, eyes won't water, these wounds they will not heeaaaaaaaallllll.

Am I broken, lounge?

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>>6
Why the fuck do you "feel depressed" if you want to be a man? If you "feel" like shit, tell yourself it doesn't mean shit. I still agree with >>5 though, eventually something other than random mental insanities of "I feel depressed, :(((((" will happen to you, and when you actually have a valid reason, you'll cry. But trust me though, I tried crying when my life went to hell and it didn't make a difference. A group got together, abused and raped the girl I was going to marry, about a month after she said yes. She's gone now, and crying never made one fucking bit of a difference for how I felt or the situation.