Name: Anonymous 2006-06-19 19:27
what the fuck is love... why do I fall in love with some girl.. it does me no good. I have this grandiose image of everything working out someway and.. its bullshit. I hate myself. I fucking hate myself. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I'm fucked up in the head. Maybe not as much as all you loli/cp people, but damn I'm fucked. I'm obsessed about this girl, insanely obsessed, she gets into my head like nothing I've ever known. I swear to god its out of control, I don't know what the fuck to do. I can't get rid of her even if I wanted to, which I don't, but the point is it just doesn't make any sense. Why the fuck do I think shes something special? why do I feel like I owe her something, that I should try for something.. fuck. I'm fucked up. Thanks for listening.