love

what the fuck is love... why do I fall in love with some girl.. it does me no good. I have this grandiose image of everything working out someway and.. its bullshit. I hate myself. I fucking hate myself. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I'm fucked up in the head. Maybe not as much as all you loli/cp people, but damn I'm fucked. I'm obsessed about this girl, insanely obsessed, she gets into my head like nothing I've ever known. I swear to god its out of control, I don't know what the fuck to do. I can't get rid of her even if I wanted to, which I don't, but the point is it just doesn't make any sense. Why the fuck do I think shes something special? why do I feel like I owe her something, that I should try for something.. fuck. I'm fucked up. Thanks for listening.

tl;dr

But, for the love of yourself, don't fall in love if you are not really handsome or beutiful or in some other way very desirable, it will do you no good.

Accept that.. life... is like a box of chocolates. A cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that nobody ever asks for. Unreturnable, because all you get back is another box of chocolates. You're stuck with this undefinable whipped-mint crap that you mindlessly wolf down when there's nothing else left to eat. Sure, once in a while, there's a peanut butter cup, or an English toffee. But they're gone too fast, the taste is fleeting. So you end up with nothing but broken bits, filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, and if you're desperate enough to eat those, all you've got left... is an empty box... filled with useless, brown paper wrappers.