i don't really have any friends

i hang out with people but i don't feel like they're proper friends - there isn't anyone i know that i regularly make plans to do stuff every week or just talk on the phone with. it's always the occasional party, get together or movies but i don't really have a close bond with these people.

for the better part of my life i've always felt an existential lonliness even when i'm engaged in social activities around other people because i've never felt that there was someone i could truly be honest about things like my problems, and not trivial ones. for one year i was close friends with someone but we've moved apart. there probably isn't any solution to this, after all, man is a lonely creature, and i've pretty much accepted this.. but it would be nice if there were people who know what im talkin about!

>>20
very true. a bangin' social life consists of sitting somewhere with people, getting wasted, and doing essentially what you would have been doing by yourself. NOTHING.

repeat
repeat
repeat

so much more can be achieved when you're loning it, though it is nice to have people who you can call up when you need a little change of scenery.

back to the drawing board.