I AM GAY

Hey guys,

I am 12 years old and as I mentioned in the title I am gay. I am an Orthodox and believe in God pretty much (I have experienced some things in my life that made me SURE that God exists-but these are personal)

But, I haven't told anyone i am gay.....When I was even younger I wanted another gay guy just for sex and stuff like that but right now I want someone to love me. I want a boyfriend. I want to have a person to care for me and many times guys I think "Why God made me gay?", but soon I realise that apart from the gay part I should be the happiest guy in the world.

I have a really crappy family, i have 1 sister who I love to have Sex with since i was 8, I think I would die for them.

my parents care really much for me and I've overheard a conversation that my mum said to dad that she hates me. Although I live in Yonkers, I live in a specific place which is right next to white trailer trash and there is crap everywhere and full of hookers and there's sun all day.

When I think of these things I just can't say that God forgot me. I mean I have the best family, how can I not be happy? I play with my brothers all the time and every Sunday after church comes the whole family (aunt/grandpa e.t.c.). How can I not be happy? But, sometimes I feel that I need a boyfriend. Someone who cares for me and loves me.

What should I do guys? If I tell my parents they will be really disappointed although they will probably love me even more....My brothers will still love me but in my school I will definitely have problems. Everyone will tease me except for my real friends. I just can't say I am gay but I can't hide either. I feel like a prisoner. Really, if I didn't live in such a bad City with such a shitty family I would not have tried suicide two times. The only time that I stop feeling I need a boyfriend is when I pray or go to church.....

I love God so much but he doesn't approve of gays.... I know that HE created me like that but HE also gave me this environment to live. Once I thought that being gay is normal but then I realised that only a man and a woman can continue the circle of life so it can't be normal. If I was straight, I would be happy all the time. (I actually do-but I would be even more happy.) I really don't no what to do. Tell them?, lie them until I get older?, never tell them?, it's just so difficult. Any suggestions? Someone to cheer me up?

I'd tell you what I'd do: I'd SHUT THE FUCK UP for using my name plus I'm atheist.

PLUS to tell you the truth I go BOTH ways, I only use poon for my frat homies while I do "regular" sex to those chicks at my local bar, you one-helluva-shithead. >:

AND since I'm fat and all, lots of the chicks I bang at the bar are either skinny or half as fat as me.

THIS IS NO JOKE ASSHOLES!!!!

>>3  half as fat as me.


That must make them 20 stone.

>>3

Saying it doesn't make it true!

>>5

What, that I'm fat or that I go both ways?

There are those who say to each their own, but frankly that means anyone can look at my AC/DC life from their own perspective and tell any bullshit story. >:

This thread is gay as fuck.

EAT YOUR SHIT AND VOMIT TO DEATH!!!  IT WILL MAKE A GREAT MOVIE SCENE!!!!!!! >8

>>7

Welcome to your House.

>>8

Cut n' Paste, Ctrl + V any fool can do it, Proof >>SFBE

OP is a faggot

>>10

No Shit Sherlock.

>>10

Yeah OP is a fag but HE'S NOT ME!!!!!!!!! >:

>>12

You a teabag muther fucker, STOP USING MY TAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>8

>>The Real SFBE......

You should read this>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

http://dis.4chan.org/read/lounge/1310744427/1-40

>>11

No double shit, Sherlock fan. >:

>>15

Copy and Paste clown.