not high, but benz'd... if you don't know what benzoes are, google it
here i am trying to type with my eyes shut and not looking at the keyboatrd or anything like that and i don't even have a reference point for the keys because this is a tiny litle compact netbook keyboard and it's hard to feel the bumps of the f and j keys where they usually should be easyu to feel on normal keyboards so this will probably have a lot of typos and all especially considering that i can't see what i'm typing so I don't know if this is accurate or not... but i sm decent at typing so this should be okay anyway
but now to the main topic, which is about cevs... benzodiazepines give me some very interesting and vivid cevs, or closed eye visuals it helps me think and imagine things and gives me insight into things I would otherwise know nothing about
it is very surreal yet convincing in some ways and only after I wake up from the cev-ish dreams do I realize that they were not real
sometimes they make it hard to concentrate on anything because the benzoes make me tired and the cevs are distracting because of just how vivid and interesting and bizarre and likely they are
perhaps if i were to do stuff like this more often and write down, or rather, type out, my thoughts, as i;'m having these cevs, then perhaps i could gain more insight and understanding about them
so here i'll do it right now for example, not making any of this stuff up like madlibs or pseudorandom bullshit, what i write below is all what i experience from the cevs/strange thoughts (which, by the way, oi've experienced this entire time., i've just been putting them out of my mind in order to type this)
so imagine a fridge-esque building, rounded off, with an air-tight door
it doesn't really move, as buildings are immobile, but i need to specify that anyway because who knows what they could be up to htese days anyhow
but it is distinctly rounded on the edges, not like a box, but more so resembling the shape of a partially melted ice cube, except that it is a little more elongfated