I'm pretty sure my eye is going to fall out, or perhaps back into my skull and down my throat. This is not good.
I can still see with it, but it will, in all likelihood, fall out soon. Will I still be able to see with it if it falls out but is still attached? Will I need to water it to make up for the fact that I will no longer be able to blink (due to a lack of eyelids)? Would I have to cover it with a blanket in order to "close" my eye?
I realize this probably sounds very unlikely and/or stupid, but to me it is very real. How am I to rationalize something irrational like this? Should I tell myself it's not real? But I can feel it falling out of my eye socket, slowly but surely. Real or not, it feels real. You know?
Maybe it's going inwards. It is hard to tell; the eye is sneaky.
This could be one of those moments that feels real, but isn't real, or maybe it really is real? How could I tell like this? I can't. I can't.