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i'm in pain i never new being alone could hurt so much all i feel is hurt, i can't get out of it i can't escape iti sit alone and think is this all there is i wonder if my family could get by with out me and the turth ring threw it would make no diference to my family if i was here or not i sit and smoke but all i think of is my life ending i replay my death over and over i'm thinking of doing it i have nothing to live for i can't think of a thing i don't want to be alone anymore, i can't go threw this, i thought i was stronger than anything but this has got me the hurt is to much it's never ending i feel like the crow in the movie a tortured soul, thats what i feel like, i don't see any way out of this i replay it over and over and it always ends badly there is no other way for it to end