Abusive Relationship = Good Thing

It's a hard thing to do, but me and my lover has now agreed to enter an abusive relationship. Instead of seeing her beat herself up, eating too much, being depressed about feeling worthless, I'm going to be the one to punish her existance and bully her. I hope I can do it, because if I won't do it, she will, and she's far more destructive than me.

Life sure is weird.

the possibility is there that we are exactly what we are both looking for that we will see in each other

and i cant love you enough for knowing that.

but it just wont work if you dont want it to happen