Interesting behavior from universe

First of all, don't act like you know everything and question my intelligence after i ask. I asked to the professor and even he couldn't really answered me.
You know how matter was in the beginning, that is of course if you accept big bang. All matter existed in isolation, in elementary particle form ( at least for a while) and then proton and electron coming together formed atoms. My question is why? The only fundamental forces between these pair is electrostatic attraction and gravitational attraction. They should have  normally just made a head and collision and annihilate into a neutron. Atomic state is absurdly weird, electrons supposedly spinning around protons? You may claim neutron is more energetic than an atom but clearly not as it is present in atomic nucleus too. I just want speculation, not copied texts from your textbooks

I remember a long time ago, I thought,"I'm gonna go there and present my well-thought-out, logical, albeit abstract, take on this." Then I met anon. Anon is a moron, who can't follow a line of reasoning or take a stance solid enough to argue against. What you'll find in your squabblings is that there's no response to an issue regarding any part of personal philosophy. There's a reason science doesn't touch this stuff. It was tried in the Renaissance, and then science said,"fuck this" and never tried it again. Please, stick to solid axiom-theorem systems for the sake of the coherence of the point.

tl;dr: idc about your opinion, i care about science