>>6
yet another layman wanna be. 'ts a shame, really.
The science of decadence is explained below, do you fit the bill?:
1. Those who conform in a way that is ignoring the self and minding others only. ie proposed self-lessness.
2. Are feeling a sense of loss, depression, sadness, suicidal thoughts and anxieties?
3. Are you unable to perceive certain events until much later on? ie time-lags?
4. Does everything around you seem to be slow as opposed to the world moving and changing too fast?
5. Do you experience periods of unexplainable or detoured grief, shock, denial, anger, disorganization, despair, and during quiet periods a sense of acceptance of circumstances?
6. Do you attempt to negotiate in most or all situations?
7. Do you have a sense that everyone around you is wrong and that you are the only right person alive?
8. Would you rather just sit around and do what you want as opposed to doing what would be in your best biological/mental/all-encompassing best interest?
9. Seeking answers where none seem to come?
10. Do you feel lonely?
11. Do you have a sense of shame at times?
12. Do you feel overwhelmed at times?
13. Do you feel as though you are constantly pushing away from people?
14. Are you tired, cranky, and get hungry at odd times of the day in this order?
Worry not. I'm working on the means and methods to move you all past this point in your lives; be you old or young, male or female. Your pets will feel better, and your family will feel better, but most importantly, you will feel much more alive, alert, aware much more like when you were a child. When I finish my research, it will be available on the internet for free with no charges whatsoever in any hidden fees or costs. This is my gift that I wish to give to those who believe they DON'T have any of these symptoms more so than those that can perceive that they do. Denial is a frightening thing, are you absolutely sure...? How often do you question yourself, are you really considering what you ask?
>>6, and as for you sir; I understand your point of view of misunderstanding. You consider me wrong from the get go, I see it in your post. You rebel against me, but have you asked yourself the question of what it is you are really rebelling against? Who is it you are denying? And who are you really angry at? You claim to know the meaning of conforming and think it a good thing or a bad thing, amirite? I see conforming (in the sense of giving up self, choice, and rational thinking to fit in) the worst form of self-disrespecting conformity whereas conformity (to reach peak self-understanding, awareness, choice, exploration, experience of the self, environment and people around you using communication and cooperation to better form the status of common individualalities) to be the highest form of self-respecting conformity known. This is backwards thinking to some. To some, it will be like walking backwards or turning around instead of facing the truth. But the fact may be, that you are already turned around, denying what you are being faced with, ignoring that which you know you must attend. And who is it that you are really ignorning? If you are thinking of something intangible, you aren't correct. If you think it may be a person that you are ignorning...you may be onto something...keep asking those questions, consider them before you deny them, recall past events to assess and evaluate them. Save the acceptance and denial until after all the evidence is in. Until then, shouldn't it remain questionable?