FUCK I COULDN'T EVEN SLEEP IN

ITS FUCKING SATURDAY AND MY ALARM WAS OFF BY I STILL WOKE UP WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

THE ONE TIME IN MY GOD DAMN LIFE THAT I HAVE THAT DOESNT SUCK IS SLEEPING AND I CANT EVEN GET THAT WITHOUT WAKING UP LIKE CLOCKWORK

WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME GOD WHY YOU CAPRICIOUS FUCK WHY MUST I SLAVE AWAY TOILING FOR OTHERS WITHOUT REPRIEVE

WHY MUST I KNOW THIS SORT OF PAIN THE CONSTANT AGONY OF LIVING SIMPLY BECAUSE I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE

HARD WORK JUST FOR A NEW OPPORTUNITY TO WORK HARD AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT ITS BEEN INTERNALIZED

BURNED INTO YOUR SOUL

WHY CANT I HAVE JUST A FEW MORE HOURS OF PRECIOUS DREAMS WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

this isn't some snugglebunny happyland world.
There is no "God" here. All the parasites eating you from the inside, billions of deadly viruses, bacteria, and poisonous animals and plants, all clearly created by a loving God.
Wars, torture, genocide and ethnic cleansing, all approved by a loving God.
God doesn't care about you slowly dying from cancer or some age-related disease.
 If you are still blind to the suffering of physical world, its because you didn't experience it all, its all there but you selectively filter things out of your world view, like that starving Ethiopian child.

Why don't you just go back to bed? Try taking some pills. Don't do something stupid and overdose though. You're life isn't that bad just because you woke up a bit too early.

Fun fact: 420chan says that if you take about twenty of those cheap Walmart brand sleeping pills labeled `Nighttime sleep aid', you'll have horrible hallucinations for about 36 hours. They say it's some of the worst, most agonizing stuff you'll experience, ever.

Or it might just kill you. These people unironically shit into jars, let it ferment, and huff it, just like dumb African kids do. I wouldn't trust them too much.

Though, it doesn't sound like you could get much less happy anyway. You should probably try melatonin. It's good for dreaming too and you would only manage to fuck your liver up if you decided to swallow the entire bottle. I think.

Why would you want to sleep in if you're not tired?
What a waste

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you'll have horrible hallucinations for about 36 hours. They say it's some of the worst, most agonizing stuff you'll experience, ever.
that sounds kawaii ass fuck dude. gotta try trhat! (im so edgy lulz!)

Also melatonin sdoes nothing: even anti depressantz are better for sleep than that OBNOXIOUS PLATYPUS EXCREMENT LOL!!!!