Same here... quite frankly, I don't know how I've managed. There's regularly some girl with a crush on me, and I haven't been able to score a girlfriend, not even sex. It's amazing how many times I've fucked up. But then again, they were pretty clumsy at this shit as well, or mentally unattractive, and I was slowly turning to stone emotionally this whole time, up until now (the "my life is shit, why can't I feel anything?!" kind, not the self-contented kind not-giving-a-fuck kind), so there's that.