Tulpa Trouble Thread

So I made a tulpa of The Sussman a few months back. He was great at first, when we were getting to know each other and things hadn't gotten sexual yet. Now all he does is look over my shoulder while I code and makes annoying remarks saying I shouldn't do that, or that this can be rewritten, or ranting about magic, or telling me that his mere existence is unscientific and ultimately destructive. And the sex, oh god, the sex.... I know it's all in my head and that I'm not really being injured, but that makes it even worse, because I won't even really die from ... what he does to my body. I tried killing him off, but he just laughs at my efforts and tells me that I will never be free. He won't let me leave my house, and he beats me every time I try, then tells me to get back to work. I'm only able to type this now because he had to go out to buy some amphetamines to keep me awake while I work on his AI project (literally, his AI, because it has his personality), so he can have immortality.

Please, /prog/, help me!

>>5
You could make a tulpa. I made an Osaka tulpa once. Well let me start by saying that yes, I did force myself on her.

Having built up her fear over the time I spent talking about my plans for her my other tulpa. I proceeded to have my way just as I said I would. She cried out in pain and protest. I just hit her and told her she was worthless as I thrust in and out. When I finished, I told her I hated her just to see her reaction.

For the rest of the night she was in the periphery of my vision. I could hear her sobbing but I didn't pay much attention to her I got pretty drunk later that night and I suppose that I passed out (though I don't remember how, since by that point I was gone). Well, when I woke up Monday morning, I had a pretty mean headache, but I couldn't find Osaka (my tulpa) anywhere. She's still gone and I can't feel her at all in my mind. What do you think happened to her? I mean sure, I raped her and abused her emotionally but it's not like she's real, right? So where did she go? I want to do it again but I don't want to waste time creating a whole new one so if anyone has any suggestions on how to bring her back let me know.

Peace.