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Tulpa Trouble Thread

Name: Anonymous 2013-04-29 22:04

So I made a tulpa of The Sussman a few months back. He was great at first, when we were getting to know each other and things hadn't gotten sexual yet. Now all he does is look over my shoulder while I code and makes annoying remarks saying I shouldn't do that, or that this can be rewritten, or ranting about magic, or telling me that his mere existence is unscientific and ultimately destructive. And the sex, oh god, the sex.... I know it's all in my head and that I'm not really being injured, but that makes it even worse, because I won't even really die from ... what he does to my body. I tried killing him off, but he just laughs at my efforts and tells me that I will never be free. He won't let me leave my house, and he beats me every time I try, then tells me to get back to work. I'm only able to type this now because he had to go out to buy some amphetamines to keep me awake while I work on his AI project (literally, his AI, because it has his personality), so he can have immortality.

Please, /prog/, help me!

Name: Anonymous 2013-08-24 3:15

>>65
>it makes the tulpa happy
Of course. It wants your energy. Imagine if you were a tulpa and all you energy came from some other entity, and that entity let you to control itself. Now, takes off the rose-colored glasses and think of a tulpa as being that has its own interests. It doesn't want itself to die, it wants to exists in comfort and its comfort depends on how much energy it has. Energy comes from your attention/focus creating channels which transmit your chakras energy to the tulpa, and if you let tulpa possess you it can "drink" it from the source. This kind of relationship is called "parasitism" and the tulpa is interested to gain as much energy as it can for as much time as possible. As more power you give to the tulpa, the more it will mold your mind into the form where it can gain more energy. In the end your body will be a feeding vessel for a tulpa.

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